#i'm still garbage

[apointlessbox]

You know when your art start out good and then you fuck up on the face...... That’s this.

[bi-assedme]

I did half an hour worth of homework without breaks, I’m finally turning my life around 

[dogf0odlid]

When I started this blog my original intention had been to make it a nsfw/ maybe rp blog. Now it’s all positive posts and cute animals with random facts i find. Wh-what happened? And why are all of you following me??

[nightofthelivingmeme]

My tumblr has literally just become me complaining about my life sorry not sorry ignore me

Being an unaccomplished manic depressive/ anxious/ yada yada about suffering from all my trauma is so exhausting today I literally refused to get out of bed until 3 hours before work and I barely wanted to show up to work because I’m literally so fucking alone and depressed and I’m supposed to work on me but I haven’t sucked it up and gotten a therapist so instead I stay up all night reminding myself of how much I miss my ex boyfriend but I’m not allowed to tell him that because all my friends say I really shouldn’t and he’s getting his life together and he’s really trying to move on from everything because I am actual fucking garbage who gets anxious about figuring things out and goes radio silent because I’m the biggest piece of shit I know life is great.

I miss him so fucking much that I slept over another man’s house and stayed up late thinking about how much I miss my ex boyfriend.

Literally I want to be dead inside I am so fucking tired of deciding to try and make myself better and instantly regret what doing it entails because I do not know how to make myself better on my own and I pushed away a really great person and can’t bare to drag them back into my hellhole worthless life because they’re putting their life back together and are absolutely convinced it’s their fault we ended up this way.

I’m such a fucking piece of shit but I’m definitely still buying discount candy to hang out with with booboo so we can get high and eat chocolate and just be sad about life because at least the upside is he gets it.

[unsurebeing]

*Eats a avocado*

I’m so healthy!!!!!!!

[flighttune]

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[z-macroura]

I thought I got this out of my system in March by watching it for breakfast every day.

[imaginary-apparition]

I'm on that morning blog game