#i'mhurt

[jellojeongguk6]

''who hurt u'' literally everyone pls stop talking to me

[eldestbrownhunter]

SHOUT

send me ‘SHOUT’ for my muse to admit something that’s buried deep in their mind about yours; something they would never admit otherwise.

You are someone I can see myself falling in love you. But you are so dark, too hurt to allow anyone to be too close to you. I hate the fact that you’re a vampire, and I believe that’s just an excuse, a reason why you believe you’re bad, when I can tell you’re not. I know I’ve broken your trust, and I still haven’t realized how bad that felt for you. I thought all along I was doing a good thing, but I suppose I wasn’t... I want to hold you, to be the person you can trust, but I feel like I’m not that person anyone. You’re so strong, so smart and funny. You deserve all the happiness, and I wanted to be part of that happiness too... But again, we’re not on talking terms right now, and I’m pretty sure I blew every chance on being close to you.

[devastatinggirl]

Esquecer e perdoar. É isso que dizem por aí. É um bom conselho, mas não muito prático. Quando alguém nos machuca, queremos machucá-los de volta. Quando alguém erra conosco, queremos estar certos. Sem perdão, antigos placares nunca empatam, velhas feridas nunca fecham. E o máximo que podemos esperar é que um dia tenhamos a sorte de esquecer.

Grey's Anatomy

[lxrdcorleone]

I don't get it.

What's the point of telling someone that you love them and that you want to be with them if you're going to just treat them like shit and not give them what they deserve and completely undermine their worth?

[psicose-emocional]

Por favor, só me desligue.

Psicose-emocional

[am-i-awake]

since Allan hadn't been responding to my texts, I went by the liquor store before he got off. he asked if we could go talk in the back, and I knew right away it wasn't gonna be good... he told me how he can't do this anymore, because he realized his breakup has left him emotionally torn up, and it isn't fair to me. he also thinks this will make it easier on me when he leaves,and he doesn't want to get too emotionally attached, but right now I just feel rejected and sad because now I'm cut off cold & he's still around. I also managed to notice he deleted all my texts without even bothering to respond, which leaves me to wonder whether he would have told me anytime soon, since we were supposed to hang out this weekend... it's gonna suck seeing him at work, getting no hugs or kisses. he doesn't think it wil be awkward, but I feel awkward because I feel like I've made a fool of myself in a way... I started liking him too much, and now it's done. we're going to keep being friends, but I feel like it won't be the same at all. we have breached the wall of friendship by being intimate, and now that's cut off.  I'm also very disappointed that the one time we had sex wasn't very good, and that's all I'm gonna get. just FUCK. why couldn't he have just lasted until he had to move... I'm so hurt, and I feel like I have so much to say to him but I don't think I'll really get the chance seeing as I'll only see him at work from now on, and we barely work together as is. this sucks :(