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guy who is probably way more actively suicidal than it wants to admit: if I just reblog more posts about only hypothetically killing myself it’ll pass, right
let it be known I called mikko beating up q hughes before the game even started. do the stars need a team oracle, but mostly just for the violent parts.
I just know a vivisection would feel so good and would fix me, specifically me.
i know life is testing me more than usual lately because I’m running back to that old queen ( William Regal ) with the same feeling of ruining a sobriety streak. save me my mental idolized form of someone to protect me yet simultaneously who will hurt me but it’s okay because I want it, and I cannot separate kindness from pain.
hehey guys. perpy thrusted his hips directly in-front of me during mummy dust tonight . its been nearly 4 hours now and i cannot stop thinking about that moment. and the whole ritual. and life.
mutuals all posting abt wrestling at the same time is like a psychological circle jerk in a bonding way, to me
uncle’s funeral was today. feeling like that photo of a horse wistfully staring at a lake, taking a long drag of a cig, with the caption “much to ponder”. that might be something my brain is completely making up but there’s a chance it isn’t. oh well.