hello everyone this is so stupid but I just found out my ex is dating someone and this makes me want to throw up !!!!!! I love him so much still life hurts this hurts very badly all I do is live alone and see no one and read my books !!!! Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!! Put me out !!! how will I ever get to sleep now. rip my heart right out. Rip it right out















