May 3, 2015
"You're famous!" Really? Then why do I still feel like such a loser? Why do I feel so lost within my own person? I don't feel as successful or as "famous" as people say... and it's because I'm not. I, as a whole, am not famous. It's like I'm known in pieces. Some identify me with my art, some with my DJ credentials, some with sex rumors, and others with everything else. This situation makes me feel as if I've been fake to different people to make them all happy, but I haven't... I know I haven't... If this is what being "famous" feels like, it's a pretty shitty feeling.
