I see what people say about girls who dress a certain way and it makes me angry. And I see what people say about girls who smoke, lift, are skinny, are fat and it makes me so angry that I want to rip my hair out of my skull. And it's no longer about accepting other people's views as much as seeing your whole gender and the people who defend it being insulted and having no power to stop it because "you have to respect other people's opinions". This is all making me angry all the time and i'm getting exhausted. It makes me think that maybe I was better off not knowing what I know now. That I was better off still believing that girls who dress in a certain way are asking for it. That girls who smoke or drink are bad girls. That all women should look a certain way and be lady like. That all girls who smoke are attention whores.That all girls should want to get married and have children. And that women who don't have families of their own aren't really successful. I wish I could stop all the anger and almost hate that i feel towards society. I really wish this didn't make me feel mad all the time. I wish I didn't know better. Maybe then I would feel a little more at peace with the people I live with. Maybe it really is time to have a break from this site.
