I really like the idea of someone experimenting on my body, sexually. I like the idea of someone having an eternal curiosity of how my body will react to certain sex toys and *possibly* certain sexual acts. I find myself being more fond of sex toys interacting with my body in a sexual way than another human body, since intercourse doesn’t seem that pleasing to me.
At the same time, I think I would prefer if no sex toys were used on the upper/top half of my body. I don’t think I would be against certain things, for example because I know how good a proper back massaging vibrator feels, however I like the idea of relying on the human mouth for stimulation on the upper part of my body.
Regarding my lower body, again, the idea of someone buying me sex toys *just* to use them to ✨test✨ my body sounds lovely. Like oh, you bought a sex toy with the purpose of using it to experiment with it on my body? I love that.
Since I’m aegosexual, it does help me to add a little bit of distance or “depersonalization” between myself and the sexual stimulation. For example, instead of viewing it as someone sexually stimulating me, it is easier to view things as an object (sex toy, human hand, human mouth, etc.) stimulating my body, the top half of my body, the lower half, etc. I’ve also been strongly considering naming my genitalia (like with an actual name), since that would make me more comfortable by adding another layer of distance between myself and the sexual act. Finally, I could go into more detail about what I am referring to when I say my “top half” and “bottom half”, but I don’t want to seem exclusive of people that don’t have the same body parts being mentioned, also it’s totally possible for people without the body parts (or with them) to be disgusted or sex repulsed by them. I will try to keep it vague when it’s appropriate, and also I may have to specify something when it would add clarity to the convo, versus remaining vague.
