#icansleep

[raphaelius2305]

#Finally ... #iCanSleep ... #AfterLongCrying & #FeelingHelpless ... (at My Home) https://www.instagram.com/p/B29tCNeHCXpZ9Y4m4DaJ_-Yot0q6If9uhLR2ao0/?igshid=1srbawzoo9hdv

[parfaie]

IM DONE WITH THE PHYSICS REGENTS THANK THE LORD

[theadventuresofbettybump-blog]

I’ve been sleeping with the light off, I know most people don’t understand why this is a big deal, but you see I’ve always been afraid of what I can’t see and I freak myself out because of past experiences so the fact that Im able to do this is a really big step for me and I’m really happy and feel like bragging about it okay night lovelys Thank you for following me and dealing with my random explosion of reblogs

[jhopeismyhomie]

I want to do something productive with my time… like start watching anime again…

[besquare11]

recalculating

i recalculate and recalculate and recalculate over and over and over until my head is filled with numbers, numbers for my grade. In doing math upon math upon math I have figured that there is a possibility of me meeting the major requirement. possibility. so i'm actually feeling less miserably hopeless for the first time in 4 days. i if i get a 100 on my final and then maybe like two 70's on the practicals i'll be set. i'm so ready to spend all weekend at open lab. I'm a little bummed out by it, but it'll be worth it. so fucking worth it. if i can pull this everything will be fucking worth it. i'll finally just be back on schedule....sort of. god if this fucking works, it's gonna take not just all of my college but the entire state of Maine to contain my excitement. I will throw a party and shoot of fucking fireworks. celebrate like no other. 

p.s. the best part is that my parents are convinced i'm already up shit's creek. so now if i do pass, i think i'll actually make someone happy besides myself. 

for the first time in like 7 months i won't disappoint them.