It's really concerning me that I literally can't multitask at life. Having a full time job is great but literally that's all I can do. I can't keep up with my friendships my best friend hasn't talked to me in days. My mom fucking hates me and makes sure I know. Whenever I get home she has something so hurtful and discouraging to say to me. I literally can't do this anymore. I'm sitting in my room crying because I thought my life was finally going to get better but it's not at all. Things just keep getting worse.









