I always have this sensation when I procastinate things. Its a very bad habit and i cant seem to escape it. There are always things to be feared and avoided. And so every time i come across stuff like that i try to ignore it. And its not working cause i know i should deal with it, but still i cant find the courage to do so. So instead of solving the problem i just feel bad for a long time. Like something is eating my guts and its creeping in my spine getting closer and closer to my heart. I cant eat properly i cant concentrate on anything. I should really deal with this but hey! Who has time for stuff like that?











