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istg good luck to any partner i have in the future bc i am Such a clingy sleeper. currently it's fine bc it's with pillows and plushies but like... waking up to me dead asleep and clinging and half sprawled on top of you is not exactly what one wants on a morning where one has things to actually do.
putting this here mainly just bc i don't really want to be Perceived by the nearly 200 followers on my main (and i just needed to put it somewhere) but i came out to my parents today after a long while of being too scared to do so :>
everything actually went a lot better than i expected. like genuinely apart from one very predictable concern (that i should wait and consider before starting t - which like, obviously i've been considering medical transition for over a year now, and i think he'll come around after some further education) they were fully supportive.
so. yeah, yay i guess? idk. feels funny to blog about this on the tumblr account i created to be a silly little freak with but, idk, this community really helped helped me feel comfortable to explore my identity, and i genuinely don't know if i'd be where i am today and feel as confident in who am without it <3
𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖔 ── .✦
↳ (very nsft) main is @anothericarus. my pinned post on there has a lot more info on me if you'd like it.
↳ not strictly sfw, but more-so just sillier softer cozier vibes n stuff
↳ may have some posts about kink but more in a sfw context idk
↳ not really intended for public consumption (aka much more low effort and a lot more general foolishness).
↳ anons are welcome but keep in mind my responses will be more casual, as opposed to the longer stuff i sometimes do on main.
↳ uhmm yeah idk that's kinda it :>
wavy hair really will look hot as fuck all week and then choose the ONE day you have an event on to get the worlds most stupid cowlick. killing someone.
dysphoria is so fucking frustrating and i'm sick of it and i'm sick of being perceived and misgendered and aughh. someone infect me with lycanthropy i want to go turn into a big wolf and curl up on the couch and not have to have a body or perceivable gender for a bit. and also be able to bite people. that would be nice too.
fighting the summer dysphoria off with a stick labelled "clothing is not gendered and i can wear a one-piece swimsuit it's Fine. honestly it's arguably hot for a guy to wear that tbh."
having boots with extra straps of leather and metal o-rings and stuff on them is all fun and games until you have to polish them. and then everything is pain and suffering and agony for One Thousand Years.
tagged by @/sun-yearning here. the chain was growing rather long.
favourite colour: dark red, though i am growing more partial to blue.
last song: rule #35 - microphone by fish in a birdcage.
currently reading: a dozen different books that are all scattered across my desk. given that i have no inclination to retrieve and list them all, i'll put it down to constructive anatomy.
currently watching: arcane. god help me.
currently craving: freedom from this corporeal prison we call a body.
coffee or tea: tea in theory. coffee in insomnia-dictated practise.
i'm not tagging mutuals because it's so early in the morning and if i forget someone i'll be overwhelmed by guilt forever. also due to the fact the tagging seems to be for continuing the chain specifically.
