Sep 7, 2022
youre such a rad creator i want to bark at u
the barking caught me off guard but thank u anon this is the sweetest thing yre rad too man B)
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youre such a rad creator i want to bark at u
the barking caught me off guard but thank u anon this is the sweetest thing yre rad too man B)
LET ME ROMANCE HIM PLEASE
hi can anyone give me a super mundane activity and a character thank you 8(
u guys ever just feel the need to compensate your entire existence just 'cause what's supposedly normal for you isn't normal for society and you were told as a kid that the only way those aspects of you can be accepted is if you manage to be successful and untouchable in life.
and it kinda sucks bec i found out i was gay in elementary and i pushed to be a Straight A student and established an image in my family of being a genius but honestly, i can't even do simple maths without a calculator. and i was also an honor student in the most prestigious universities of my country, but my mom still cried when she found out i was gay, so i pushed to graduate as a cum laude so i know it could compensate the pain i caused. so i could at least be sth she could brag abt.
in my head, the equation is always just [an aspect of myself that's not of the norm] + [an aspect of myself deemed impressive by society] = acceptance BECAUSE IT CANCELS OUT. so the expected output statement will always be, Oh Nick? Isn't he gay? But that's fine, he graduated Cum Laude under Business in the most prestigious university!
and i'm 23 years old with a job & salary that's way beyond entry level and i kno i should pride myself to be in such a position, but each day of it is killing me honestly. i just wanna live at a normal pace where i dont always have to prove my entire existence is Acceptable. and it kinda sucks balls that i'm at this age and the whole you can be gay but you gotta make sure youre successful in life fucking mantra i received from when i was a teenager still runs in my head w everything i do.
anyways! i'm supposedly working on it. get out of that mindset yadda yadda. i just decided to like, dump it here cos tumblr is such an interesting place. like screaming into an abyss. god tier place, honestly. 10/10.
hi i'm tryin not to lose my shit bec of my job can anyone give me random big brother five hargreeves instances i can: mess doodle to Cope...........,
i m hvin the shittiest mental health day man. usually i cope w repression and humor and go abt my day but i cant even do shit rn i jus feel stuck and i know i should move but whenever i think of hvin to do what i need to do i jus want to puke yanno? which yikes yea pretty fuckin gross but my body deals w stress thru pukin which is. what a shit deal man, not fun at all. anyways! i cant even fckin articulate what im feelin exactly i just want to disappear which is so fuckin dramatic but also jus sounds so fckin good ok. fuckin shit ass brain not functionin. fuck me man
Monday was your bday??!?! How’d I miss that??? Happy birthday Nick!!!!!!
hsjd hi @blurrycow i answered this so late im sorry. but this means a lot thank u!!!!! here i drew u a lil five eatin a sandwich jus cos. hope u hv a rad day man
Funni
i hd a rly tiring day so this meant a lot thanks anon. here this is for u. my heart