#icequeenbae rambles

[icequeenbae]

HE’S BACK!!! I mean my muse, of course. Told you Imma summon that little bitch hehe Idk why I’m so busy, it’s my vacation and it’s flying by at the speed of light! But I’ve managed to do some writing~ Hopefully it’ll help me get back into it, my wips won’t finish themselves, and it’d be a shame to abandon literally dozens of thousands of words already written.

But that’s good news, he came in the usual fashion, making me stay up (hehe) till 6AM. Whoa I’m trying not to do that again 😂 But somehow this is my lucky time, so we’ll see. Sleep is overrated anyways (no 😭)

P.S. Don’t miss Love Coach Chapter 4^^ The next one is on its waaayyyy

Love 💗

[icequeenbae]

Baekhyunie was doing facial treatments with the boys before enlisting? Lmao I just love how Kasper exposed him on his ig story 😂

Also short hair becomes him 😍😍😍 I actually like him a lot with this hairstyle!!! Didn’t think he’d look bad with a shaved head, but doesn’t he look extra gorgeous?? SuperM once joked about their beauty being in the hair, yet that’s not necessarily true for Baek. While it’s luscious (and gosh his hairline is perfection!!), his features are just as pretty without the fluffy mess on top of his head 🤍🤍🤍

P.S. He’s been gone for one day and I’m all ready to start writing odes to his hair and whatnot. Brace yourselves. He has a lot of handsome features and body parts

[icequeenbae]

To add to my previous post sorry, this is another ramble... What I hate about the entire Baekhyun public service situation the most is that some people assumed that it was because of preferential treatment. Moreover, they went out claiming that on the internet, where Baekhyun could very well see it. I hate that he felt pressured to reveal such personal information (that he kept to himself for at least a decade). And not just because the fans got worried, which would be endearing in a way, but also because he was unfairly(!) accused of being a cheater. How’s that cheating though? He didn’t even get an exemption from service (and even then... people get exempted sometimes!). Yes, he can come home after work, but he has to serve additional few months too! If all celebrities get special treatment, what about Chanyeol? Or Minseok? Or other idols who were assigned to active duty?

I initially wanted to say the news about his health was shocking, but tbh I wasn’t that surprised. I actually thought some time ago that he might have thyroid issues (when I noticed his peculiar Adam’s apple). But there was no way of knowing, and I’m not a doctor, so it wasn’t something I held onto. It’s sad that I somehow guessed it, and now it actually explains a few things too. E.g. why it’s so hard for him to maintain low body weight (this could be his lazy lil ass too hehe). But Baekhyunie asked us to think of his face as cute when it gets swollen, which we already do, I reckon ☺️

I hope he knows that people who came after him are bitter idiots. And he’s right — he’s probably much stronger and brighter than we could ever imagine, so my wish is that he continues to be that way always. Our lovely resilient fearless boy 💗

[icequeenbae]

I think Baekhyun is always super pretty but wtf is going on with the tirtir photos of him??? Is it just me who thinks their editing is weird and cringe?? I feel like they’re doing something to his face. To make it more symmetrical maybe? Or oval? I have no clue but he just looks like an alien in half of their pics 👽

Stop messing with PERFECTION, dammit...

[icequeenbae]

I had a rather creepy dream tonight, most of which was basically me trying to get away from Yandere!Baek. And apparently he was tracking my location down “just to be safe”, and when I didn’t respond to his message (I feel like this is inspired by my mom lmao) because my friends came over to check on me, he just... came to my house 😬 So I’m in the kitchen with friends, I turn around — and he’s standing in the doorframe. Um-

And now I’m thinking to maybe write something like that on top of everything else I have going on lmaooo

P.S. Not as a reference to this idea only, but generally speaking, is there anyone willing to beta stuff that gets a bit creepy? 😂 I am a softie tbh, but I don’t just create tooth-spoiling fiction lol I don’t write gore or extreme stuff (I guess the term is a bit subjective tho), but there can be violence, destructive behaviors, creepiness and such 😷

Pls check my beta searching post and contact me if you’re interested 🖤

[icequeenbae]

How do writers ever decide what to write? There’s this 25-page doc where I draft my ideas (that just sucked me in like a black hole it is), and I feel like I have about 20 wips on top of that...

I heard that for many authors staring at a blank sheet of paper is the worst, so they just lay everything they can out and go from there. I do that too, but laying it out is much easier than finalizing! Even when I decide on the time to sit down and be creative, I can never focus on just one thing (unless there’s a specific urge to write that one story that has me dropping everything else). And then, instead of thinking about something I’m currently working on, my brain goes, ‘Oh, and what if we explore Baek with red hair?’ or ‘Do you remember that photoshoot back in early 2010s when BH looked like a babie?’ And when I go, ‘ Wut [da hell]?’ It continues giddily, ‘So, hear me out...’ (another wip appears)

A short break I was taking didn’t help, I have multiple 2Baek stories in my head now. There’s also a few sequels I owe, hybrid aus, dystopian stuff, angsty stuff, fluffy stuff, kinky stuff... So much stuff waiting to be released I can’t even keep track of it lmao How do people do this while running a lively blog? I’m definitely not doing a great job over here...

[icequeenbae]

I just randomly started a new PWP today (like one does), nothing special. We're all freshly in Baekhyun missing mode now, so... How are we feeling about some phone sex and custom-made dicks?

Yes, Imma leave it at that. Don’t... Actually, @ me all you want lmao We can squeal about it together 😂

P.S. I also rewatched some of the SuperM interviews and it doesn’t help at all that Baek is being a whole dad with them. Have you seen the fond smile of his?! I already have so many dad!Baek fics, come on! Leave my ovaries alone! I’d have to make a separate masterlist for that one soon lmao And for hybrid aus. Dude I have a lot of them and they’re all different (plots, moods, species...)

[icequeenbae]

Me at 2AM: so what if they didn’t post Yeol’s enlistment pic with members because Baek is enlisting with him but they’re announcing that after Bambi is released so the picture of two bald beagles is to come later???