#ichwill

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Heya!

I have a new story in the making!

It's called Bad Romance~ Rammstein

It will be a Paul fanfic and it's based off the Ich Will music video

I'm really excited to write on this story.

Stay tuned!

(artwork isn't mine)

[sarahsgedankengut]

Ich will zu viel, ich weiß es. Ich will bei dir sein, ich will mehr lachen, ich will weniger arbeiten und ich will mehr Geld. Ich will mehr Urlaub, mehr Sonne und mehr Meer. Ich will mehr vom Leben, ich will Spaß und ich will dich. Ja ich will dich, ich will all das und noch viel mehr. Ich will sogar weniger wollen. Doch was wenn ich will nicht ausreicht? Was wenn ich will nicht genug ist? Vielleicht sollte ich weniger wollen und mehr den Moment genießen und warten bis es irgendwann kommt? Ich sollte, statt immer nur zu wollen. Ich sollte dafür kämpfen was ich will und etwas tun statt es nur zu wollen, denn ich will bringt mich nicht weiter.

Sarah's Gedankengut

[neverforfun]

•rammstein aesthetic•

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[part 2]

[i-hate-to-hate]

Rammstein eggs 🥚 #rammsteineggs #rammstein #eastereggs #eastereve #ichwill #liebeistfüralleda #r+ #deutschland #pisanki https://www.instagram.com/p/BwZurxdh-V8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w7wtno2xp3ed

[nur-das-vorzeige-maedchen]

Das Problem unserer Generation? - Die Unverbindlichkeit. Abwarten, ob noch was besseres kommt und die Angst was zu verpassen...

Selbst in Beziehungen...oder grade da

[alexanderwalteranderson]

Desde tempranito leciando hoy, por lo menos fue un buen día#gay#sinbarba#sueño#hambre#rammstein#ichwill#putamadre (en Viña del mar, Chile)

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Bad Romance~ Rammstein ( part 23)

Warnings: Violence, angst(?)

Notes: Art by @astrellanoctis

You sat in the car with the boys and Lily. It was quiet , everyone preparing for the mission in their own way. You were in your mind a lot. You felt anxious like always but your other half of your brain would take over. You called it your alter ego. The part of you that wasn't afraid of the danger that was coming your way. You developed this after the horrible events and you thought it was a good thing. This way you could manage it. You wondered how Lily dealt with everything after what she has been through.. definetly something to ask her later. You snapped out of your mind when you felt Paul's hand brush against your, looking at you with a little concern in his eyes. You intertwine your fingers with his before giving him a soft smile. You loved that he would always check on your before the mission. He smiled back , still holding hands untill you arrived at your destination. You got out of the car with Paul, gathering with the others. '' Female Schneider & Landers, you're staying at Flake's side at anytime. Do not let him out of your sight'' You and Lily shared a look before nodding at Till. '' Riedel&Schneider, you go into the building first, be sure it is safe before we enter.  Kruspe & Landers, you know what to do.. I will cover Schneider , Flake & Landers. Leave personal feelings outside'''Till ordered and you all nodded. The boys checked their guns before Schneider & Olli barged into the building, signing that it was clear when they checked it. Richard& Paul followed them inside and soon you heared shots being fired. You instantly snapped into 'Villain'' mood and you nodded at Lily before entering the building with Till & Flake. You and Lily really close at Flake's side. He was doing his thing on his laptop and the both of you held your guns tight, ready to aim at anyone who tried to hurt Flake. When the boys cleared the entrance, you all came together at the staircase. Suddenly guards arrived from all sides and Olli started shooting with his machine gun. Schneider, Richard and Landers were covering the sides while you, Lily and Till were shooting the guards at the back. You all moved up the stairs while Flake was working his fingers on the keys of his laptop. ''To the right!'' He yelled while everyone was still shooting and covering the sides/back. You came across a big Vault and Till growled in irritation. '' Hurry up!''

Small droplets of sweat trickled down from Flake's face as he diligently typed on his laptop. ''Almost''. The door opened and you and Lily stood close to Flake as you quickly shuffled in while the rest was still shooting untill the doors closed again. You took a deep breath while looking at Lily. ''Are you okay?'' She nodded while looking at Flake. He nodded and you shared a look with Paul who also nodded at you. Right before Till wanted to walk further into the hallway, Richard stopped him.  Red laserbeams appeared, making it hard to move without alarms going off. Lily smirked before stepping forwards. '' I got this'' She deftly squeezed through the laser beams without touching them and took them out by shooting the alarm system at the end of the corridor. Till looked impressed at Lily while everyone walking over to her, giving her a soft pad on the shoulder. Something Till didn't do often. Lily smiled from ear to ear and you looked proud at her while Schneider winked at her. When you approached the end of the corridor, you saw large pill-shaped capsules. 3 on the left and 3 on the right. ''What the fuck?'' Richard looked inside one capsule and he had a shocked look in his eyes. While you walked passed Richard , you stood in front of the last capsule. Your eyes almost popped out of its sockets. You almost stop breathing while you looked inside the capsule. It was a male figure covered in a slimy substance, standing in only underwear. His left and right arm had a tattoo, just like his neck. ''Omg, Paul come here'' your professional attitude disappeared immediately. Paul rushed over to you and you could hear his breath catch in his throat. The both of you were looking at the man in the capsule. It was Paul but the older version of himself. He had the same haircut , only his hair was grey. He had wrinkles around his eyes and a short, grey beard on his chin. ''Oh my god, what is this for sick kind of thing?'' Schneider yelled while Lily stood beside him, her mouth wide open. You walked over to them and in the capsule it was an older version of Schneider. In fact, All capsules contained an older version of the men. Olli putted his hand on the glass in disbelief and Richard sat down on his knees. You all were shocked while Till talked to Flake. They were discussing something and Till got our attention. '' We have to burn this place down'' He said sternly and Paul wanted to grab the jerrycan with gasoline untill you stopped him. ''Shouldn't we check first if you wont get hurt?'' You said while looking at Till. '' What do you mean?'' Olli said, still looking at his Older version in the capsule. ''Well, what if you burn them down, you burn too? I don't know but i get voodoo doll vibes from this'' You said while biting your lip. ''Fair point, we should test it'' Paul backed you up and Lily stepped forward and aimed her gun at the capsule where Older Till was displayed. She started to shoot and the bullit went into the capsule in to his leg. She looked over at Till who looked at her in disbelief. '' Sorry, i figured you have the biggest pain threshold and we were standing infront of your capsule'' She said sheepishly. ''You're right, good thinking'' Till said before ordering Paul to continue soaking the place with gasoline. Richard threw his cigarette towards the capsules and the place immediatley started to burn. You took a few steps backwards before Paul threw the jerrycan into the fire and you all flighting the scene .

''Did you knew about this?'' Schneider asked Till who turned around to face Schneider. ''No, i didn't. The instructions only did say to destroy the capsules. It also was a mission from an anonymous client'' He said. ''How can you clone someone in their older version?'' You looked at Till questioningly, knowing in the back of your mind that he didn't have an answer to that either.  '' I honestly don't know'' He looked at Flake who put down his laptop. '' I will look into this'' He earned a nod from Flake and you sighed. It was weird to see the men in their older years. They all still looked handsome, you must admit. Your thoughts went in all directions. It ended with the idea that you and Paul ended up together, sitting on the porch of your house, watching the sunset. You hoped for a peacefull end of your life with him. You snapped out of it and looked across the mini van. Olli's eyes were stuck on the road but you could see that he was deep in mind. Till was talking to Flake but you couldn't hear their conversation. Lily became tired and was sleeping against Christoph while he had wrapped his arm around her, kissing her forehead. Richard lit another cigarette and looked out the window. ''Are you okay?'' You whispered in his ear and he turned around to face you. ''Yeah, i'm fine'' He smiled faintly and you nodded. You looked at Paul and stroke his hair. You saw him jump out of his thoughts. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you'' Your fingers still stroking his hair. ''It's okay love'' He softly spoke and you burried your face into his neck. As soon as you smelled his parfum, you felt your body relax and you closed your eyes, hoping you were home soon.

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Bad Romance~Rammstein pt 3.

( OBSESSED WITH THIS PHOTO)

The next morning you woke up and rubbed your eyes. You looked around you and you were confused. ''Where the fuck i am?'' you thought to yourself. You heard a sigh next to you and you turned around. Paul was sleeping next to you in only his boxers. You had to admit he looked pretty hot. You sat straight looking for your clothes. You found a oversized shirt and some shorts and you putted it on. You couldn't find your own clothes. Apparently Paul had undressed you the night before. You softly opened the door and closed it behind you. You heard some voices talking and you followed the noise. It lead you to the livingroom where the boys and Lilly sat down at the table. '' Where the fuck are we?'' you said confused while raising a eyebrow. Lily wore some clothes from Schneider you presume and she smiled softly. ''Goodmorning to you too''Lindemann said and Kruspe smirked while scanning your body with a smirk. '' You are in our house'' he said and you looked slighty confused. '' Why?'' you said and Riedel coughed. '' Because we can't have you talking to the police'' he said and Lilly looked at him. '' But we didn't say anything wrong'' Riedel looked back at her. '' No, but they are following you and that is why you are here for a while'' Your mouth fell open and Lilly looked a aggravated '' Well, I'm not gonna wear Schneiders clothes everyday'' she crossed her arms and he smirked. '' Well, you look good in them'' he replied when grabbing her chin. Lilly blushed while she felt Schneiders breath on her lips. '' We have taken care of that'' you heard Paul's voice behind you and put two big bags on the floor. ''But feel free to wear my clothes, they look good on you'' he smirked and you rolled your eyes. You were just not having it. You and Lilly both went trough the bags and almost all your clothing, makeup, jewelry etc were in it. '' Oh well atleast you didn't steal our jewelry '' Lilly said jokely and the men looked annoyed at her.'' What? we should be annoyed. We didn't ask for this!'' she snapped back at them. ''If we need to stay here, i atleast want to know your names'' you stated and Lindemann raised his eyebrow. '' I'm not gonna call you by your last names all day Grumpy'' you said while looking stern at him. Paul hide his laugh behind his hand and you had trouble not starting to laugh to. '' Okay, calm your tits. My name is Till, that is Richard, Christoph, Olli , Paul and Flake'' he said while introduce the boys properly at you and you gave him a faint smile. '' Nice to meet you'' you nodded and Lilly smiled to Christoph. He winked and you smirked. ''Where will we be staying?'' She said and he grinned. '"Well, you are currently staying at Schneiders room but you can choose if you want to stay with him or any of us'' Till said with a little grin. ''U-uhm i will stay with Christoph'' she said shy and Christoph grinned. '' Good'' he winked and she smiled sweetly. ''And what about you?'Richard said looking at you and you laughed. '' I'm not sharing a bed with you Amigo. I'll stay with Paul'' you said and Paul smirked proudly. '' Don't try anything funny, Landers'' you said with a additude and his smirk grew even bigger. '' We'll see about that'' he said and you rolled your eyes. ''Girls, we have business to talk, you can go to you rooms'' Till said and waved with his hands as a sign for you to leave. Christoph softly kissed Lilly's cheek before pushing her and yourself our the door.

''Alrighty then'''you said blinking at the closed door. '' So much for being friendly'' Lilly replied and you nodded. ''I'm going to search for some towels and take a shower. I feel dirty'' you said and Lilly nodded. ''I will find you after okay?'' you said and she smiled. '' Yes, see you soon'' she replied before heading into Christoph's room. You walked into Paul's room and you saw he had a bathroom attached to his bedroom. You looked around and you found some clean towels. You grabbed your toiletry bag from the big bag and took your showergel and shampoo before getting in the shower. The warm water falling on your body made you feel better immediatly. It was a fucked up situation you and Lilly were in. From a bankrob at your work to being ''kidnapped' by them.. You sighed before washing your hair and body. You stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around your body and hair. When you turned around to walk towards the bedroom you saw Paul standing. ''Dude wtf!'' you yelled grabbing your towel tighter. He smirked at your reaction. ''Don't worry , i didn't see you naked, sadly'' he said and you looked aggravated at him. ''What do you want?'' you snapped at him and he came closer. '' Don't talk to me with that additude'' he said calmly but stern walking towards you and you took steps back untill you were standing against the wall. Paul put his hands against the wall behind your head while looking in your eyes. You felt aroused by his dominace and swallowed hard." We have a job to do" he said. ''W-when will you be back?'' you said looking back in his eyes and he smiled. '' Tonight''. You nodded in understandment He then puts his lips on your briefly before letting go, surprising you. ''Good luck kiss, see you later beautifull'' he said and left you behind with wobbly knees.