#ichyyy

[desitenya]

mosquitos love me, the way in which women and fish feel about me is irrelevant

[my-ichem]

Day 1

Hello ichyyy,

I am going to tell to the world how I feel. I know everyone might start hating me because of what I did. But I'm really sorry for everything and I don't know if I deserve a second chance or not but I really wish that I get a second chance.

I called you on 18th August 2023 at 7am when you are generally asleep. I contacted you after 4 months even when you asked me not to talk to you ever again and go my separate way. I always thought that it's because of your family that we can't be together. And you let me think that way so that I don't get hurt. But when I pushed you to tell me the truth, you told me how I messed up everything in the last 3 years due to my arrogance.

It's 20th August now and I haven't slept or eaten properly since that day. All I could think about is you and how to clean up this mess.

You know what I have been wondering since long now? Is it good if a person wants you or is is better if he needs you? Because for any individual they would go to a person they need but in the opposite case everyone would prefer a person who "wants" them not "needs" them.

[my-ichem]

Introduction

Hello, I'm going to use this blog as a diary. This blog is dedicated to the person who loved me the most. I called her "ichyyy". We don't talk anymore because I messed up everything and now I can't really tell her how I feel...