There’s just some people who struggle with forgiveness more than others. The guy i dated last is one of them. First of all this person did some horrible things to me.. he keyed his name into the hood of my car. He kicked in my door to my apt which i had to get replaced. He threatened me multiple times if i didnt do what he said. He called me fat and said nobody would want me after him. He slapped me in the face. I had no choice but to do everything in my power to get away from this destructive person. He calls himself a Christian but acts like a satanist seeking revenge just because i wouldn’t stay with him and take his shit. He is still talking bad about me a year later and is now trying to make people believe lies about me in hopes that nobody will find me appealing. Im hurt, and i just want this nightmare to end. He is still bitter and can’t let it go. When will he grow up? Come to find out im not the first one he has done this to. He put a girl he dated before me on a website called thedirty.com Bad mouthing her because she left him too. He has scared me literally to the point where i dont know when i will be able to date again. Not because i have trust issues but because i need a break from people. I have been doing some soul searching making peace with myself and meditating on forgiving people that hurt me. I could have called the cops on him but i chose to walk away from the fight. And yet he still wants to destroy any amount of joy i have left in me.