Hi! I've been trying to get into writing for almost a year now, but all I've got so far are way too many ideas and thousand-word long outlines and brainstorming notes. When I do start writing, my brain always finds things to pick at in the details (like how to start the fic, the backstory, etc) and I'm unable to move forward. Please give any advice that can help with this. And also how do I be patient with learning to write? Because I always drop it when I see I'm not improving. Thank you!
it's always better to have too many ideas than too few. i think the best thing you can do for yourself is try to relinquish control of your creativity and see what happens. when you restrain yourself to an outcome (like finishing a story) you can sometimes be preventing your natural growth. in other words, when you see you're not improving, it might be because you're saying "no" to yourself too much.
so keep churning out ideas and outlines for as long as they come to you. they *will* run out eventually, and when they do you'll be able to look at the bigger picture and see that actually all these seemingly disparate ideas are really just one or two ideas you've churned out in a dozen different ways. and by that point, you will have done so much planning and plotting and thinking that you'll be able to look at and tackle the stories that are most important to you.
it's hard to succumb to the creative process, because it's like giving a toddler a bunch of markers and leaving the room. but if you follow your instincts for long enough, they'll take you where you're meant to go. they'll just do it in the longest, most frustrating, most ridiculous way possible.