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Day 51

Today was a day, much like other days, that i barely remember.

We did go get bloodwork done! So, win for us, i guess. Then a week from what is now today, since it’s technically after midnight, i write these at like 1am lul, anyways, a week from today is Dr appt. Mon is the new Neuro appt because Neuro went wonky. Next week is gonna be busy, thankfully they’re all televisits.

Lady botched my hand, had BestBoi come in and do the other hand. my right hand now has a bruise, left hand is *boop* a tiny red dot where i was stuck. That’s why he’s BestBoi.

Did some VampRP that was fun. Phew. Need to keep up on my feeding. x_x Down to 1 aggrivated injury though! Yay. Am stage1 blood bonded to another vamp. ...Ohno. *sweat* oh well!

Played a LOT of Genshin Impact, did a couple of rolls and got CUTIES, happy. Did a roll right before this and got WEAPONS and nothing else. Fucking massive rip, F’s in the chat bois. *weep*

Other than that? Nothin~

Water was decent, pain was decently low, had a MASSIVE anxiety attack just a few moments ago, that was rough, but other than that, things are pretty ok.

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Day 22

Didn’t do much today? Dicked around on Youtube for a while, caught up on all the things, then played some Ooblets - honestly i’m still playing Ooblets, submitted Shaylee, and am now watching Vampire: Masquerade L.A. by Night. Originally was only going to watch the episodes with Taliesin in them, but then i realized - hey, i like this crew so...maybe i’ll just watch ALL of it! Well...after Episode 5 anyways. xD

So yea that’s been my day. Feeling wild and wonky, steroids are whoopin’ my ass, thirsty as fuck (typical steroid thing), hot as hell even though it’s a relatively comfy temp for me (mid to high 60′s), and...my pupils are dilating like wild lmao. my brain is on another planet. idk.

IBD in the background as usual, stalling as usual. didn’t read anything. Just...zooming. Heh.

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Day 18

IBD all day as per usual.

New chapter of Surviving As A Maid oh fuck me? Shit goin' down.

As for Who Made Me A Princess?/Suddenly Became A Princess One Day, i'm all caught up. i skipped like 10 chapters until Lucas comes back and things started to even out again. Now we're at the end of volume 2 and in the ~hiatus~ mode. Bleh. Still iffy on this one.

Next one i think i'm going to try is Seduce the Villain's Father. Only read like, 3 chapters so far and it’s not bad.

Then there's Spiritfarer which i played all day. Love this game. Love the MUSIC. Oh man so good. i open the game up just so the title theme plays forever. Ugh so pretty.

Knee is shitty, been swollen a bit and trash walking, but meh. Tomorrow is Acthar. Yay. (So much sarcasm with that, btw.)

Water was pretty good, pain was tolerable. Meh. Decent enough day.

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Day 68

Thankfully, today was much better than yesterday. Sir did the brekkist ritual and things were perfect. 

Then spent the day either VampRP or VampRP table talk. You know how it is.

Got A Singular Ghoul started at the very least. Shrug.

Had to take a pill today. Sad. Got smacked with a big headache, but it is what it is.

Liquid was decent, food was decent, pain was NOT  good.

i left this sitting here and forgot about it until curled up in bed.

Great good job me. Facepalm.

Goodbye.

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Day 67

Oof. Today was...oof. Start it off, i didn’t have enough milk for both cereal and coffee. We were up too early for our groceries to be ready for pick-up.

oof.

So...i waited. And waited. And did nothing but click at WaMI and IBD and doomscroll. And...that was it. Because that’s all i can do. Because the morning ritual starts the day and then i can do things. The anxiety was through the roof. 

At some point i started rubbing my arm. Wearing my squeezy glove for the arthritis. Just..rubbing. And rubbing. And rubbing. i couldn’t stop. SO that was fun. Have a bit of a raw spot. Nothing too bad, rubbed a few layers of skin off. It’s ok.

Eventually groceries were ready and things started rolling. Managed to get things up and running. Got breakfast done, got to be able to do things. Settled down. 

Didn’t do much, honestly, just some VampRP. Was good. Good enough anyways. Got brought out of torpor, went into a frenzy, was staked. You know, #JustVampireThings amirite. Ugh. ~_~

Other than the RP, did a lot of chitterchat about various things related to the RP stuff. Ya know. Just table talk. Shrug.

Liquid was pretty ok. Food was ok. Pain not so good. Tired. Tomorrow is laundry day. Tomorrow is sigh laundry. At least we got medicines today. A week from yesterday, the 22nd, is my appointment with the ENT. STRESS. Bleh. It’ll be ok. Gotta believe. Blah.

So yea. Laundry day tomorrow. Probably more vampening. idk. Maybe Ooblets? Maybe Waifu? Fuck if i know.

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Day 65

Decent enough night’s sleep, all things considered. Morning ritual went off without a hitch. Decent day. Low key day.

Read more I Became the Villain's Mother - oh gods what a shitshow of a "family" xD i love it.

More VampRP - whew. Soft and gentle, but still shitshow. Is good. Got some recommendations from a ST about my library stuff. Good shit. Also kinda fudged around some shit...oh well. Nobody’s going to catch me on it...i don’t think anyways. Lol. i don’t care if they do. Shrug.

Started...restarted...? A idle game. Shrug. Wizard And Minion Idle. Shrug. Is aight.

Started on writing my ‘monthly’ longform. i say ‘monthly’ because a ‘month’ is two weeks. So. Ya know. Anyways. Writing about Shaylee and Sasha and how they came to be...what they are.

Liquid was decent. Food was decent. Pain was a bit high on the middle, but still middling. Absolutely exhausted today. Super low key day.

Didn’t get to Waifu, sad. But it is what it is. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow i’ll continue my longform. Maybe tomorrow i’ll just stare at my computer. WAIT NO TOMORROW IS WEDNESDAY. It’s D&D day. YAS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok yep goodnight.

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Day 64

Pretty good night’s sleep, all things considered. Morning ritual went off without a hitch. Lovely day, honestly. Low key day. 

Read a bit more of I Became the Villain's Mother, good shit thus far. 

Did some more VampRP, that’s always fun.

Like i said. very low key day. Did some cleaning, little bit in the kitchen, little bit in the bedroom, little bit in the bathroom. Ya know, what you can do. 

Liquid was meh, food was pretty ok (little heavy on the carbs, but it’s close to the end of the line food-wise so you do what you gotta), pain was...well it was. Right hand is kinda iffy, back is kinda iffy, head is kinda iffy. 

Tomorrow i think i’ll Vamp some more and maybe Waifu. Maybe. Days seem so short sometimes. Wake up, do A Thing, and then it’s done. Where’d it all go? No idea. Regardless, that’s what i think i’ll do.

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Day 61

Up very early. Tried to do brekkist, could not because stumblybumbly, so Sir did brekkist, but ritual was completed. Yay.

No Waifu Impact today. Sad. Started it up but never logged in. Was probably for the best, my hand is swollen some, my wrist hurts, it kinda owwie and sucks.

Maybe tomorrow.

Did some VampRP. Was a very intense scene, one that even had the ST’s checking in on me, which was kinda nice, hehe. Talking to Sir about it afterwards, He had a ~lovely~ idea that i, that i then in turn went to the ST’s with annnnd it was accepted! Yay i’m so excited. It’s evil but...teehee, dude kinda deserves it for putting me through what he did. xD Gonna be so great once he sees what’s in store for him. Already written up what he’s gonna find when he comes back in the room. Gonna be greaaaaat~!

What else happened, hm... Oh! SNAP call went through, everything’s submitted and awesome, we’ll hear back from them soon. Should be perfectly fine, considering there’s no fuckin’ way we don’t qualify. xD NOTHING has changed since our last qualification - besides rent going UP and us being in a fuckin’ PANDEMIC. Yea we qualify.

Warm, headache, tired. Liquid wasn’t great. Food was decent enough. Pain not great as explained above.

So tired.

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