It’s only Tuesday
I feel alone.
I’m surrounded by people who love me and care.
I feel alone.
I hate change.
Avances in technology are fascinating. I can’t wait to see what the future holds.
I find it hard to change with the times.
I feel like I don’t belong.
I’ve been to the VA.
The lady talks and I listen.
She says “There is nothing wrong with you.”
I’m glad she knows that there isn’t anything wrong with me.
I just hope she can convince me of the same.
Little things make me mad.
I get upset for no reason.
Marijuana helps me calm down and see things the way they are.
Marijuana is illegal in my state and I could get fired for having it in my system.
I don’t have to be smoking at work to get fired for marijuana.
I smoke when I get home from work so that I can function.
I don’t drink.
I only smoke.
I wake up in the morning and get the kids ready for school.
I drop them off and I head to work.
I don’t talk to anyone or have friends.
I don’t care to much for friendships.
I have a wife and 2 beautiful children. I don’t need any other distractions. I only want to give them my attention. They are the ones that matter the most to me.
I need to know what’s wrong with me.
I just don’t know how to ask without someone telling me “There is nothing wrong.”
I know something isn’t right.
I’m not suicidal.
I feel alone.