I can sit here and write poems and pros of what a great and loving person I am. I can write hundreds of love poems, Hundreds of motivational poems, hundreds of poems of all the good times, and of all the good in me, but if thats all I wrote I would be faking my way through life because yes I’ve loved and yes I have my moments of hope and motivation but im also made of ugly moments, of ugly traits, of poor decisions, and of moments of indifference, and to me my writings are about my strengths but mainly my weaknesses, and i say mainly of my weaknesses because those are the things im trying to understand those are the things im trying to make into something that will no longer be a weakness. A. F. I care I do but sometimes i just choose to not get involved and help someone in need because it might complicate my life and I know thats awful but I can only do whatever it is I can. For example today there was this woman with a 9 month old that wanted me to rent her a room under my name because she said her and the clerk go into a fight n now he wouldn’t rent her a room. I tried but in the end it fell through and honestly the whole time all I could think of was-this girl is gonna screw me over. I care but I guess I care more about my inconvenience than hers, and thats the ugliest honest truth I’ve ever lived through. A. F. - - #helpsomeoneinneed #ifyoucan #ifnotitsok #infj #infp #writingnetwork #writersblock #poetry #poems #poem #writing #words #blogger #vidamourmortem (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnxorZrhUB3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nt3zz4in4ywv
