Jan 7, 2016
I am trying to move on from something that is never going to happen but every time I talk to you or have a random thought about you, I feel myself falling more for you. when I talk to you, I tell myself to push away the feelings away. and it works but then I start thinking about how giddy I felt when I was developing those feelings and I see myself falling all over again. I overanalyzed everything between us; the hand holding, long hugs, the semi flirting, the sleeping together and cuddling, the jealousy I felt when you were with other guys. but it's ok because I know I will be able to move on. I won't feel depressed knowing we could have been something else but I can't force you to like me. I won't force you to fall for me.