what happened to your drawings? they seem to be becoming repetitive and loosing their charm, it seems like they had alot of personality before and now it seems like you post them for the sake of posting something. sorry for anon post i dont really have a tumblr
Ugh, that’s such a good question. And I feel like you’re absolutely, totally right.
It’s a problem I’ve been running into more often - evident since December’s blog died. Getting out of college, getting more responsibilities drained so much of my time and energy, and my motivation and creativity took a heavy toll.
I have so much trouble experimenting or studying, and instead I just keep staying in my comfort zone. I let myself get upset about it, but it’s only because I’m not putting in the effort, which just keeps looping me back to this repetitive, cutesy nothing. I keep hoping that life will give me an opportunity to go back to living something a little less tiring and stressful, so I’ll manage to actually feel like drawing more often again, because I miss it. For self-proclaiming drawing as my biggest hobby, it kinda sucks when there are days at a time where I never even pick up my pen.
It’s all on me, and I fully realize that if I can’t take more initiative and fix how my life has been going, then I’m just going to keep stagnating like this. I appreciate the support that I continue to somehow maintain, but I recognize that I need to do more than nothing at all. And I can completely understand the more recent negativity I’ve been having directed at me. Sorry guys, I know I’ve been nothing but a huge downer these past couple years, aha~
Thank you for the input, I appreciate you saying it like it is!
~ iha









