I finished the outline (on paper, Very Messy) of my DW episode. It makes perfect sense. Amazing. I've never finished the outline for such a big project before (at minimum 10.000 words). All I need to do is write chapter 2-5. Being so lastingly obsessed with something that has so much potential but which falls so short of my expectations and goes on hiatus for so long has really allowed me to 'grow'. As in, my interest doesn't flag as much and that makes it possible to actually write the stuff I have ideas for. DW is currently the perfect balance between love and frustration for me. Plus I can throw in social commentary. And the pressure from this being a collaborative project really helps, and seeing other people's works really helps as well - it stirs my competitive spirit. Though I suppose it also helps that I've got less anxious about writing for any purpose in general.
I really don't regret spending my whole free day on this lol.