"Do you know how beautiful you are? You are as beautiful and delicate as a diamond. Something precious and beautiful that people are afraid to lose. Remember when I said that I loved you? I screwed up big time when I said that. Then I noticed that things weren’t going too well between us, and thats when I started lying. My first lie was when I said that I never loved you and that I was only infatuated, yeah thats about right, but after that my lies grew bigger and bigger. The next lie was my whole life, I’ve been lying to you and me, both of us, my whole life has been a lie after that day in january. You were right when you told me that I didn’t love you because the truth is that love is a strong word right now, so the correct term would’ve been like. I want to correct my errors and tell you that I like you. This is the big lie that I have done. You might have already suspected it from the beginning, but the fact that i haven’t told you keeps me up at night. You are the person who gives me the strength to continue, and the one I wake up to see every day. And every night before I go to bed I think of your smiling face and pray to god to give me a chance to see you again tomorrow. Still, recently, its gotten even harder to get you out of my head. I always wonder how you’re doing? Are you ok? Is there anything wrong? But when you answer I don’t know if you’re telling the truth or not, but does it even matter? I don’t want to be the person wondering how you are, but the person who knows how you are. I want to take care of you, and make you happy. I want to stop crying every time I think about you. I like you, but I like you a lot!! And you might not be looking for anything serious now, and I understand that, but can’t we be something less than boyfriend/girlfriend but more than just friends? I might not be in place to say this but there is a quote that I want you to read, it goes like this, "Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you, because one day, you might wake up realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars." I might not be the moon, and we might crash and fall, but we will never know until we try. I want us to try, I want to be your moon. Please, let me be your moon, and let me show you how I really am. Don’t call it a relationship, just see it as a best friend. The friend you can count on for anything, the one you can call late at night because you cant sleep, the friend you hug for no reason at all, and the one who you hang out with, and share secrets. Let me be your uncovered boyfriend. Give me a chance and I promise you that you won’t regret it."
