8am August 3rd 2017 When all the comforts of home are amiss All the shoulders looked over The rattling wonder in my brain staying well past its eviction A sleepless night led me to closure Wonderful blissful ignorance My devil in eternal comparison The devil in the details This life I'm seeing is tangible My pardon me fell hard, like the one moment I somehow refuse to forget I've walked this path yet not with the demons, or the precious tragedy I keep This sum of hatred divided by the color blue My trembling hands steadied by a soulful rumble Biting mumbles calmed by the touch of velvet This devil is familiar The calm, the heightened comedy, the sweet revelry Turns sour with understanding All my color turns to charcoal in my mouth What love was a verb is now a sarcastic hyperbole Just your face I see in this sleepy twilight So different than an unknown reality I have left my hearts playground and awoken to knowledge A deep sigh A heartbroken sting The door is closed Lead has permanently fastened this void filled with silt A longing to preserve brings words In a mornings whisper, inc has permanently fastened a feeling