Athazagraphobia
Your making me fear that you have forgotten me, you’ve made me trip and fall head first for you.
I have that horrible daunting feeling that you were just toying with me..
I will find out more on Monday when I see you and all I can say is if you are toying with me then shame on you,
You cannot just walking into someone’s life blow their mind and screw with them in this way, that is cruel, I never had you down for cruel.
So I hope to god you change my fucking mind, before I loose my fucking mind.
You’ve let me hanging on this cliff alone, if I hold on am I going to torment myself further because I’m still waiting for you, yet if I let go am I going to fall further and be even more hurt?
Right now the only thing I’m seeing is hurt..
Why couldn’t you just say.. wait for me..
The photo is how I am feeling... a mix of anger hurt and lust