#illness ?

[spitexwired]

“Quick acting like I’m fucking dead!” Neil says, not even attempting to get up bc his legs went numb and he’s almost unconscious, okay. “someone call the hospital.” 

[6ebe]

Second week of term I’m already getting the stress nosebleeds again fuck

[ocpdzim]

update on my life: for over a week now my jaw has elected to no longer work properly so i am on a pixy stix peanut butter and milkshake diet

[ocpdzim]

my pastel dust inhalation cough has not gone away but it has gotten way less bad so that counts for something

[stormclaws]

remembered a nightmare i had last night that really got to me? like im not gonna go into detail but #body horror there was a part where my mom was like. yelling or something and i walked into the room and my dad had his back turned to me with a shirt off  and there looked like there was something indescribably wrong w/ him? 

and then uhhh he started coughing and Something Big Fucky happened to him and i started screaming and begging my mom to let us to go the hospital but she yelled that she’s not gonna let him, there’s nothing wrong, and it was Getting Worse and my hell brain hyperfocused in on all the details of it and then the dream shifted and the narrative tried to move on to something else but no?? no??? What About The Dad

and then i woke up

and now im kind of? not lowkey or highkey just.... Key Stressing abt it because what if it Meant Something? i’m way past the point of caring about whatever happens to my mom but like...... if my dad got big sick or something God thats bad to think abt

[oiaue]

some busy doctor that couldn’t be bothered with me: well your swelling isn’t very impressive, and it might not be mumps, are you sure you feel sick?

me the next day: *is twice as swollen, all symptoms of mumps have increased* b i c t h 

[levtashine]

I had a bad reaction to immunotherapy and now I'm not allowed to be outside for more than a couple minutes at a time (like, long enough to walk from one place to another) for the next three days this is .. great