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A long silence fell over the pair after the elder’s sudden comment. That was awfully random… Though Junsu was well-aware of what Jaehong was actually talking about, the illusionist decided feigning ignorance would be the best option here – ignorance with a dash of annoyance, maybe. Wrinkling his nose in feigned annoyance, Junsu took a long swig of his beer, walking farther up ahead of his companion. ❛ Wooooow, I’m happy to know our twenty plus year friendship means that much to you. You’ve only been with me since I was born. I can understand why you wouldn’t be able to trust me yet or know when I’m lying. ❜ Stopping dead in his tracks, Junsu whipped around to point his beer bottle at the other, ❛ I’m not lying. When I said everything was fine, I meant it. The only thing bothering me now is the fact that you keep hounding me all the time… ❜ Honestly, Junsu couldn’t tell how much of his own words he believed, but he couldn’t stop now. ❛ Would you… Would you just shut up about it? ❜
❛ common, you know i can't even ' shut up in general. ❜ a bitter chuckle arose from his lips as he fixed his eyes seriously on the other. ❛ i know what i saw. ❜
❛ junsu. ❜ ... a soft spoken tone, as if he was afraid to speak. his name, like poison. it suddenly stung, like he was actually ‘ HURT ‘ by how the other was distancing himself from him (something even he couldn’t believe). a wave of unfamiliar anxiety over this mere human, a feeling of nervousness he had never felt for the younger one for as long as he’s known him, now realizing this was not just some mere human, ❛ junsu.❜ the name turned stern and serious the next time he managed to speak. so out of place, this didn’t fit. the usual cheerfulness that the two shared seemed to have never existed. he wondered when was the last time he found a rather ‘ annoying ‘ child, tugging on his sleeve to show him his parents fly. it saddened him, for half a second, but he knew that something was wrong. 20 years with junsu, out of 500 years of living, he couldn’t even tell how dangerous this was.
❛ you seem different than normal. ❜ he admits as he wished the longing feeling he had to desperately get the other back would go away, but he knew this matter wasn’t one to ignore. the smile he once had on had turned into a glare as the concern in his voice tried to make itself known to the younger, but his gut told him ‘ he wasn’t going to take this. ‘ it hurt him, it hurt how easily this boy could make him so CONCERNED, … so easily he turned against a life long friend to save another .. it FRUSTRATED him that his efforts are remaining futile. frustrating, yes. that his own friend, his OWN ‘ FRIEND ‘, someone he trusted, could make such a kind and pure soul hide scars with his own ability - TAUGHT BY HER OWN SELF, that girl .. that bi- FRUSTRATION .. that only he saw it. how annoying the human race was.
junsu, HE DOES NOT SMILE. The face of a person, hurting. for once, he saw it. this time, it wasn’t a drunk that cried over losing their job. this time, it wasn’t a girl heartbroken by a small text message. this time, it was HEINOUS .. seeing the other’s eyes wander as it tried to not only avoid jaehong’s glare, but his words as well. PATHETIC, he was … - pathetic how disgusting .. how much he cares for the little one he adores.












