1/17/26
Today was kinda shit but also kinda not. I had to present fem all day because I was with my family. Which is nice to do, except for the fact that I can't be me. And also the fact that we were driving on snowy roads and almost sliding off the roads, while my mom was sobbing and driving because she was simultaneously so scared that she was crying and laughing so much she was crying (my younger sister and I tried cheering her up by making her laugh). Then the drive back home took like four hours because of the snow (instead of 2). We got home after 5PM, and we left at 1PM. Anyways, I didn't get to go to the gym, but it's okay because it's a rest day. So I just did cardio and shoveled my driveway for an hour.
But... I also came out to two more friends today. And they were so kind and accepting and just good about it that I cried. They are two close friends, and I've been working on a writing project with them for almost a year now. I'm really really glad I met them. I'm really glad they put up with me in middle school (I was really bad in middle school). I'm glad they've both decided to stick with me through thick and thin, and now through this.
Anyways, tomorrow is gonna be hard because I have a social event that last from 4PM to 9Pm, and that takes a toll because I am an introvert, and I'm also going to the gym and hitting legs. I wanna try the Ilya squats because... HEATED RIVALRY. Guys, I wanna get buff as hell, and have a good butt. If I wanna do both, I gotta do the Ilya squats. You know?
Well, I hope everyone has a good day/night!
-Rowan (he/they)