#ilyzayn

[hrrytomlinson]

me in school today

person: hi! how-

me: don't talk to me

other person: did you do-

me: I am grieving please respect my personal space

friend: zayn left? how do you feel?

me: I was a sobbing mess last night

friend: :(

me:

friend:

me: *starts gross sobbing again*

[hrrytomlinson]

now one direction is made up of four pasty white boys... it kinda sucks that the diversity is gone. I imagine that there are some fans out there who loved 1d because of zayn and his beautiful diversity, showing mainstream media that a poc and persons of different religions can be just as successful. I'm not speaking from experience as I am a pasty white person as well but think of all the poc in our fandom and how they felt represented through zayn and now he's just gone...

[hrrytomlinson]

on the bus to school and its full and I'm listening to their music and reading my dash is making cry and I'm an emotional wreck

[bunkittyyk]

I just found out about 5 minutes ago. I'm not ok. Half of me know that it was the best thing for him to do. I understand because I suffer with panic attacks and anxiety disorder so I COMPLETELY understand and am not mad at Zayn at all. However, my other half is crushed. No more albums. No more tours. If there are any more, it won't be One Direction. I'm not prepared for this. They've helped me through my depression and anxiety and I'm just worried that they'll leave and I'll be a mess. I'm just scared. But, I do know that this was the best thing for Zayn. He has to put his own health first. I'm proud of him. And I will support ANY move that Niall, Harry, Louis, and Liam make after this. I'll always be there for them and I know they'll always be there for me whether they're "One Direction" or not.

[jadeemix]

Zayn blocked a girl on twitter, because she called Perrie a dog.

[vas-sappnin-babe]

ZAYN LOOKS SO HAPPY ITS AUTOMATICALLY MAKING ME HAPPY BYE