#im always hungry

[bailey-bellie]

The struggle of knowing you have shit to do... But you still overeat at lunch and now all you can do is lie down and huff and puff while holding your stretched heavy belly 😩

[ruthlesslistener]

Unpopular opinion that will surely have me drawn and quartered by tumblr: I don't like soup :(

[azr3na]

aoi is so real I love donuts

[kang-yina]

Eating is not enough, I need to photosynthesize

[officialbillhader]

Weight talk. Ed talk??

Ive gained weight recently and i still look skinny, i honestly dont look different, all my clothes fit about the same, im not sure where the weight is (maybe my thighs, hips, and arms? But my tummys look a little flatter) but i still hate it. And watching the boys and hearing starlight say shes 5'6 and 110lbs and maybe the actor isnt even 110 but my brain still goes, wow that used to be me. And im shorter than her, i shouldnt be the weight i am. I should be back down to that. So i think ok well i can start exercising. Then i dont, bc im decently in shape, i walk a lot, especially up stairs. But i can still actually for real exercise. But when i dont i think ok i can eat less. But im constantly hungry. I dont cut down on what i eat, i eat good meals, but im always. Fucking. Hungry. And its exhausting qnd i feel horrible bc i shouldnt be hungry. I shouldnt eat as much as i do. So why am i always hungry? And maybe i sbould go to the doctor, but im not losing weight while being hungry. Im just hungry. And the doctor used to tell me that i needed to gain some weight, and im sure she was right, i probably do feel healthier now than then, but that doesnt mean im ok with it. Bc i liked how little i weighed. It made me feel good. So what do i do with this weight? With this hunger? Am i supposed to survive like this?

[himboandsimp]

[bakan3k0]

[jelliegirl]

ive had to stay on east coast time to continue working remotely and here’s my weird schedule since i came to california

4:45-5 am: walk ollie

5-5:15 am: coffee, maybe toast

5:15-9 am: work, be anxious

9 am-9:15 am: hypoglycemic breakfast-lunch hybrid

9:15-11 am: work, be anxious

11-11:15 am:  ???? some cursed pseudo-meal

11:15 am-1:30 pm: work, be anxious

1:30-2:30 pm: walk/exercise of some kind in nature

2:30-2:45 pm “dinner” (usually a grilled cheese or popcorn)

2:45-6 pm: animal crossing/reading/talking to pigeon/watching buffy/wine with my mom/dnd (some combination of these)

6 pm: real actual dinner at which point im dying squirtle

7 pm: clean and watch tv with fam

9 pm: sleeb