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❝ we could live together , happily. ❞ she suggests , spoken softly amid a moment of stillness as her gaze remains downcast. fingers twined 'tween the gaps of the woman's hands as the phoenix's head falls on the other's shoulder. a brisk laugh exuding from curled lips, ❝ just kidding. its not in my nature to merely abandon our mission. i'm sorry for not being what you need, zarina. you [ ... ] you deserve better than this. ❞ / from fu hua c:

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How much does it hurt when Heaven's door handle is right there but it slips away the moment reality settles back in? It hurts a lot. There is no doubt about it as the golden eyes of the ex-Herrscher would become dull for that one moment when she hears Fu Hua's words. It makes her want to shut her up for speaking so lowly of herself. She did not fall for her because she was weak or because she was 'better.' Feelings of love and appreciation were there because the maiden next to her was simply herself: the light in the land of despair where everyone lost hope. A saint turned into a devil, a hero turned into a broken shell, a blooming flower would shatter upon its last banquet.

Bitterly, Zarina frowns and frowns at the words spoken in such a soft and self-deprecating tone. She has no right to decide what is best for her and what is not, nor does Sokolova herself has any right to tell who Fu Hua can and cannot fall for. What she knows is that the warmth from those hands makes her feel human again, reminds her of the better days when she could feel something that wasn't tainted by pain and despair. She doesn't choke on memory and trauma anymore, she can breathe easily when she has the Phoenix or Azure Empyrea or whatever name she will take on in the next fifty thousand years. It doesn't matter. Hua is the solace of the winter, the only embrace she wants to accept when the end will near her and grab her by the neck from behind.

Instead of simply having their fingers intertwined like this, Zarina takes hold of Hua's palm, making sure to hold onto it tightly, locking the palms together. She brings their lock up so Fu Hua's back of the hand would face her. Without saying anything, she would press her lips to the back of her hand, letting the kiss linger and letting the kiss mark of red lipstick remain there like a mark of promise. This is the only thing she can do without fully showing her aggressive wish to deny such words. They hurt more than she understands. There is no one else she deserves more than who she is, the person that is Fu Hua. Even if her memories will continue to be erased and she will continue to forget, Sokolova will never forget her and she will always come back to confess, to love, to adore the one who made her humanity still remain deep down inside. After thousands of years, she is still her blooming flower living in the midst of winter. The only person for whom this world should remain colorful.

" I deserve you, " she begins with a tone that speaks of how deeply meaningful each word is. She speaks slowly, all to make sure that Hua will understand their gravity. Does she wish to hear everything she thinks? Will it put her beloved's mind at ease? Is this showcase of presence not enough for her? It's alright, she can understand it. Unlike her, Fu Hua was not as selfish and greedy. Lips part before being pressed together again as Zarina thinks over what she can say. Eyebrows relax from their previous frown, eyelids cover the golden gaze as she closes her eyes and sighs softly. Her cheek is pressed against the top of Fu Hua's head, the woman relaxes to bring some silence in before she will begin again. " There is no one else I would've chosen beside you. No matter how many times your memories fade away, I will be here. Even if in the end when Kevin decides that I am no longer useful and will come to behead me like we've lost Elysia, I will always have you in my heart. For you, I don't mind going down this path. "

Sokolova tightens her hold of Hua's hand before she places their locked hand down, hoping she will not try to separate. They are alone at this moment and Zarina wants to see her smile in this world. It will not matter if this smile that she wishes to protect will not be present. The determination to finish the mission is just one part of her charm, but how she hopes that once this is all over she will be able to move on without forgetting the simpler happy moments in their lives. It's good that she doesn't remember what she'd gone through with Mobius and with the Previous Era, it's good that she will forget. As hypocritical as it is coming from her, Sokolova would be fine with it for this one moment.

" You are everything I need, Hua. You are a reminder of determination, you are my light, you are my humanity. You are a reminder that the future can exist, " now she turns her head to the side so she can press a kiss against her hair. It's a light kiss, a feather-like that will not leave a mark or anything similar. " I deserve you and only you. Your stubbornness, your kindness, your obliviousness, your strength, your weakness. I chose you knowing every flaw and every virtue you possess. And I will choose you all over again if reincarnation actually exists. " She doesn't remember anymore if Aponia said something about it in the past. The Book of Fate she had... As if she ever needed to read it. No, what is here right now is what matters to her. “ Just like you deserve me, I deserve you. ”

#jiingweii #im crying hello #i love them #our girls are so angsty but they are also so beautiful #i want to cry sophie #❄ ― IN CHARACTER. ╱ you breathe by the sun，i breathe by the moon.#❅ 𝐕. HONKAI ⤻ force the darkness to obey the world，mock so called gods for wishing to eradicate humanity. ❞#☽ ⋮ fu hua ⌟ how can one explain this feeling of longing，your smile’s my gentle solace. ⋮ jiingweii.

ok but can you literally imagine the forever home? like is it sinking in yet? a big house all on their own, no annoying neighbours or landlords, a DOG a fuckin DOG BRO their dream they'll literally start a family they will spend the rest of their lives there. together.

#IM CRYING HELLO #dnp #dan and phil #i want what they have and it didnt even happen yet

Rina Sawayama - 'Chosen Family' with Elton JohnOut Now: https://rinasawayama.ffm.to/eltonchosenfamilyLyrics: Where do I belong?Tell me your story and I'll te...

This song is emotional and I spent four minutes bawling but this is very much an Old Guard song, like, 100%

The found family of it all, if I’m needed I’ll be crying in a corner.

#the old guard #elton john #rina sawayama #chosen family #THE FOUND FAMILY OF IT #music #im crying hello

Cue Nora barreling into his side, hugging his tightly with a big wide grin. "Hey Ren!"

Ren stumbled backwards a bit, never fully prepared for Nora's attack hugs. It took him a moment to wrap his arms around her in return, a gentle a smile coming to settle on his face.

"Hello, Nora. How is your day going?"

#;ic #the pink valkyrie #im crying hello

SUPER EXTREMELY ADORABLE CUTEST INCREDIBLY ATTRACTIVE GIRL ARRIVES AT MY CLASS ON VALENTINES DAY AND SITS DOWN RIGHT NEXT TO ME CAUSE IM THE ONLY ONE IN THE FRONT ROW CAUSE I GOT LATE AND THE ONLY FREE SEATS WERE THE FRONT ROW ONES SO THROUGHOUT THE CLASS SHES ASKING ME THINGS AND ALSO WERE DOING A GROUP THING SO I HAVE TO HELP HER AND SHE SMILES AT ME AND I SMILE AT HER AND I THINK SHES GOT GAY VIBES AND THE WHOLE CLASS IM TORN BETWEEN LOOKING AT THE BOARD AND CATCHING GLANCES FROM HER HELLO IS THIS A MOVIE

#IM CRYING HELLO #HELLO????#I ALREADY HAVE A CRUSH IN THIS CLASS THIS IS TOO MUCH #caps lock//