#im hurting...

[rask]

heinen: uwu in the streets oppa in the sheets

kuraly: oppa in the streets uwu in the sheets

[sockiesock]

i hate timebombs stupid gay armor

[thebratscape]

*Draken sits and sighs, rubbing his big hands along his face before sitting back further into the couch. He stays silent for a bit, not looking at you but staring up at the ceiling. It feels like an eternity passes before he speaks— he’s not doing it on purpose but he just needs some time to understand what he’s feeling. He wants to make sure he speaks his next thoughts clearly and in order.*

*He turns to you, reaching out for your hand before he tilts your head up by your chin when you refuse to look at him. He gives you a look you can’t really read— he’s not angry, but more regretful and sad. You’ve only seen it once, when he was trying to make up to you about Emma.*

“I don’t like fightin’ with you, Daisy. I understand that I can’t change the past or what I did tonight but fuck— I’m sorry. I’m a fuckin’ dickhead I know. I’m sorry about how I acted in the shop and I’m sorry for saying that shit to you in the car. I saw red ‘nd just shut down.. I didn’t want to hurt your feelings. I’m sorry.”

“You’re a diamond, you deserve to be treated like one. I fucked your head up with Emma, I know. There’s a part of me that wishes you woulda left me then because I deserved it— it would’ve hurt a whole lot less.. Now almost two years later here we are dealing with the same shit..”

“I.. I know I’ve alotta shit to work on but I love you.. I’m in love with you and I can’t see myself with anyone else but you.”

“I don’t know what else I could say.. just- fuck, don’t leave me.”

*He’s finished speaking now and you can see him fighting back tears with a hard look and a locked jaw. His last words sound desperate— like a beg or plea because he’s scared of losing you.*

— draken.

The look in his eyes guts me. His tone makes me tear up more and his words are so reassuring it feels like two years worth of baggage magically lifted off my shoulders. As much as I hate what he's done to me before, I can't see myself without him either. I love him so much it blocks my better judgement. I've put up with a lot more than most women would from their boyfriends and crazy enough I'd do it all over again if need be.

"...I won't. Please don't cry, baby..."

My voice breaks when I see his eyes welling up with tears, holding his face and stroking his cheeks with my thumbs as they finally roll down his cheek. I press a soft kiss on his lips, trying to soak up the pain in his eyes with my affection. It's my love language. I don't want anymore drama, no more fighting. I just want peace between us. I know that it won't last long knowing us; we're both so stubborn. But, fuck it. This is my person. I believe in my heart that Ken is the man I'm meant to be with forever.

"I love you. Please don't cry."

I crawl into his lap and just hug him, swallowing him up in my arms and rubbing his back to calm him down but my own emotions are bubbling over and causing me to sob instead of comfort.

[daxtonmichael]

My back is in so much pain and i honestly put full blame on the melons on my chest that i was cursed with.

[kelleywentworth]

@cbs where’s survivor 3rd hour tonight

[beatenbrokenanddamned-blog]

"Just Pull It Already" (Spike because I am trash)

Spike stared at the other male that was pointing the gun at him. “…M….Mr. Mikoto…wh…what are you…?” he asked, in shock. What was he doing?

[synteller]

looks like i really cant make anyone happy... 

[blackheartghouls]

im really fucking low. found some stuff out today. im sitting here crying. why does this shit have to happen to me. i cant deal with it. ive never been able to deal with that shit. in public, yeah, i act like it doesnt bother me but when im home, when im alone in my room, thats when i break down...