Apr 13
ok but also why isn’t my job to be a traveling feeder who goes around the country spending up to a month with eager feedees who want to plump up and have fun. why. why can’t I have that.
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Singapore
seen from United States
seen from Belarus
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Singapore
seen from Colombia
seen from China
seen from Germany
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Singapore
seen from Türkiye
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Argentina
seen from Singapore
seen from Germany
seen from United States
ok but also why isn’t my job to be a traveling feeder who goes around the country spending up to a month with eager feedees who want to plump up and have fun. why. why can’t I have that.
myself, finally getting to hangout with friends: (◠‿◠✿)
Also myself, quickly getting exhausted and over stimulated after months of minimum contact with people i like: (⊙‿⊙✿)
what is the meaning of all this if not to own at least two mini backpacks
ive definitely never wanted to die more in my entire fucking life
and dude i hate suicides ive dealt with plenty
but there comes a time when you realize youre basically a worthless piece of shit
i gave up in school. friends. my parents rejected me. all i do is try to get too high to be self aware. seriously, even on tumblr ive been getting messages every day that were pretty hateful and vicious.
maybe Chell had the right idea. maybe its time to go.
actually, if i did it 22 hours from now, i would hang myself exactly one month after her.
Ben: The Hubble telescope discovered a planet made entirely of diamond
Me: Buy it for me