Writing is influential and you can tell yourself a few things in the process. For example, I'm going to tell myself I am proud of you tonight!!! Let me tell you why I am so proud of myself. I made plans to have pizza with a guy I like very much, not 100% sure how mutual the feeling is, but I'm going to go with my gut a little longer and I will call him, Trust. Now "half century" is my daughter's father, we have been separated for months, which is another story for another day. He stopped by to bring me Subway tonight as a surprise. Little did he know he would get the surprise when I told him thank you but Trust is bringing me pizza for dinner... HC was really sad left without a word and I started feeling bad until I opened the sandwich to see what he ordered me and after 5 years of a life together he did not remember that I do not like tomatoes on my sandwiches...