#imafuckingfailure

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

I am a disgusting fat piece of shit and I am sorry for my existence. I am sorry I am a burden

[recoveringiveyrenee]

Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.

[em-jm]

I'm sorry, I'm a failure.

Being forced to talk about everything and been told I have to explain everything to everyone of my family members. It's not fair I don't want to. And they haven't stopped screaming at each other cos of the whole max thing and its all my fault I am a terrible daughter and sister. I just I know it's so much to ask for but I just need someone who loves me unconditionally who I can just call an they will be here to cuddle me until I stop crying and stroke my hair as I fall asleep. I know I'm repulsive and fat and ugly and there's everything wrong with me but I just need someone to love me I need to know I am good enough for someone to love me. I just need to feel wanted. And that is the most selfish thing I can say but I honestly don't know how much longer I can do this I was ok. I was better. I just need someone. But hey who could love this fucked up piece of shit eh? Ha. I am so pathetic.