Destructive

Slowly decaying, destroying everything I touch. Hurting everyone I care about. I don't deserve life or anyone.I do not promote self destruction

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

Just a fuck up

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

Breathe. The numbness will stop soon. It get worse before It gets better.

[dissociative-thoughts-deactivat]

[polev]

“In me, something is broken. I try over and over again to understand what happened.”

— Anaïs Nin, from Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939 (via luthienne)

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

10 months. With battling recovery. Not like everyone gives a shit

[helenaieroway]

Better Off Dead // Sleeping With Sirens

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[nxkdeep]

better off dead // sleeping with sirens

[raspberriesonharrystummy]

Reblog if its ok to message you during this holiday season incase Im feeling lonely or out of place during family events because no one should be alone on Christmas

[cappuccinohoe]

ill be ur honorary gay cousin

[unti-tle-d]

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

Ignore this if this is triggering.

Breakfast 0

Lunch 172

Dinner: roughly 1000

Night snack: 242

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

"They say it won't be hard, they can't see the battles in my heart, but when I turn away the demons seem to stay"

Julia Brennan

[siickangel]

[theselfcarelifestyle]

If I could go back in time I would tell myself not to ignore/laugh off blatant abuse. My best advice to anyone in this situation - do not casually gloss over emotional, psychological or physical abuse.

[innocencelives]

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

Was told I looked better when I was anorexic..

Thanks. 8 months of battling recovery. Seeing pictures of what I once looked like back 5 years ago. And how I look now... and what I looked like then. I just..

I can't bring myself to eat.

Thank you

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

I am done. Seriously done. If this doesnt end well. I give up.

[mysticalkingdomdonut]

Somedays I wish he would just let me cry on him. With out getting a fight.. Some days I wish I could be what he wants me to be.