What Happened At Playlist (Part 1)
"I'm done with this bullshit!" You scream down the hall at Conner. He's been acting like such a horrible boyfriend, and you have no idea why.
"So am I!" Conner yells back, slamming the door. You sit quietly in the living room, not knowing what to do next. You move towards the couches, and take a seat, thinking about everything that just happened.
It had been a couple weeks since Playlist, and Conner had come back home different. You didn't know what it was, but he just seemed so weird about things between you and him. He didn't show you nearly as much affection as he did before, and he was always mumbling when he talked to you. When you watched his videos he seemed the same, but you knew something was up. What happened at Playlist?
You start to remember what had just happened, and you question if you and Conner are still together? Would anything really change if you had broken up?
Conner was such a good guy, why did he have to get all weird, was it something you did? Was it something you said?
Your mind filled with all these horrible thoughts about how everything was your fault, you are the reason that Conner is acting weird, you are the reason that he isn't showing you any attention.
"[Y/N], are you alright?"? Ricky comes in from the kitchen, you can see by the look on his face that he heard everything. His eyes were filled with concern, and for some reason, you wished that Conner's eyes had a tinge of concern in them. You began to break down, you realized that you were not alright, you were far from alright. All of this was your fault, there was no evidence against it. You began to cry.
"No Ricky, I'm not alright, Conner has been acting weird for weeks, and it's all my fault" You grab Ricky and hug him tightly, your tears seaping through his shirt. He hugs you back, comforting you, his hand rubbing up and down your back.
"[Y/N], this is everything but your fault, Conner loves you with all his heart, I'm surprised he hasn't told you yet" The look in Ricky's eyes worried you. Something bad was happening to Conner and you had to find out what was going on. You looked back at Ricky with concern in your eyes, you prayed that he could see it.
"Wh-W-What's wrong with him...." You choke, you don't want to know the answer, yet somehow, you already do. Already struggling to keep the tears back, and you don't even know if your theory is true. Ricky looks down at you, and you can almost taste the sadness he feels for you.
"I think Conner should tell you that himself, I think it's time he told all of us..." Ricky sighed, he didn't want to put Conner through that kind of pressure, but a lot was on the line with this one.7
"Conner!" You called from the living room, finally being brave enough. Ricky looks down at you with surprise, then he gets up and goes to get the other boys too.
Conner comes walking in, and you can see that he has been crying as well. You run right up to him, and you swear you can see him run up to you, and hug you back. You cry in his arms, telling him your sorry, over and over and over again. He thinks your just talking about yelling at him, but you know the real truth to it.
"Conner can I talk to you in the kitchen alone" Ricky grabs Conner by the wrist and drags him into the kitchen. The other boys come in, and try to comfort your tears. They have no idea what is going on, and you're pretty sure you see Trevor taking selfies in the corner. You begin to laugh, and you point him out to all the other boys, and they laugh too.
How could such a sad day, such a sad moment, be so happy? You wonder to yourself. How could something so darkm turn into something so beautiful?
"Cam you all take a seat please" Conner comes back in, you can tell that he's not impressed with what he is about to do, but it has to be done. Everyone looks concerned as Conner talks, his voice not as cheerful as usual. "As I'm sure you all know, I've been a little moody these last couple weeks."
"And [Y/N], well, you know that I haven't really been all that good to you either, and I'm so happy you stuck around, but theres a reason I've been this way...."
"You finally hit puberty!" JC laughs.
"I have cancer....." The room is silent, and you take this as your moment to speak up.
"Baby....." You run up and hug him, and cry even more.
"The reason I haven't been giving you much attention is because I don't want you to fall to hard for me, only to have me die" Conner crys.
"Don't you dare say that!" Sam shouts, "You are not going to die god damn it!"
