#imawasteofspace

[ihatemyselfwhoops]

Wasted Time

Do you ever just wake up too late in the day and think the day is wasted? Like there’s still time to do everything you want to do in the day... but what if there’s not? And then everything you do just feels like a waste of time... then you don’t do anything you want to do. And then you feel stupid because if you just had a different attitude you could’ve made it better... but you didn’t. Good job fucking your self over.

—ihatemyselfwhoops

[elizaberriee]

I'm stupid. I'm a horrible disappointing sister. I let down the only person who made me feel important. I'm high. I'm so fcking crossfaded rn I could throw up. Things are moving in slow motion. If I pay attention to one thing for long enough, it will start feeling like it never ends. The drive here was bad. It was so bad & im never doing that again. I'm learning from this shitty experience now, to not do anything around her. I broke her heart. I'm a price of shit. I don't even want to talk to anyone. I just want to sleep & hurt myself for by telling myself I've failed at something that should never be failed at. Telling myself how sad alma looked & sounded. I need a barfbag.

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