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[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post “Get me off of this fucking bus and away from all these people and...”

*hugs* I wish I could steal you from there and feed you with actual, decent food

*hugs* thank you :)  that's just one of the hardest things for me, trying to eat good while other people are eating crap.  Very frustrating.

[meebles]

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Thanks guys, really.  Like, I don't know what to say.  You're all so nice and caring...and I don't know how to express my gratitude.  And I know I complain a lot...so I guess it's my issue, how I feel.  Like whenever I post something like that, I just picture all you guys thinking to yourself "wow, there she is, complaining again like she has the worst life in the world even though she has it really fucking good".  And I guess it's a warped thought process, since everyone on here is really nice to me and I would have no reason for even imagining that you guys would think that.  But I do.  And I'm sorry that I do.  But I guess I feel so immature sometimes, and I feel like I don't deserve to complain.  And I don't want to be annoying.  Even if you guys don't think I'm annoying, I always feel like it.  Anyone on here, basically, I'm deathly afraid of messaging unless they message me first.  I mean I do, but I'm just so fucking anxious about it.  Like everyone on here has their own shit to deal with, whether it be personal problems or just troubles in there life.  And I don't wanna add my shit to that list.  (and at the same time I always say anyone can come complain to me about anything, and tell me about their problems.  Guess that's pretty hypocritical, isn't it?)

I'm sorry this was really long and dumb.  I'm sure I came off really rude, so I'm sorry.  I just don't know what to do sometimes.  I'm sorry :(

[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post: I know I won’t, but part of me feels t...

Dude nooo *hugs and clings* You’re not bothering anyone and it’s totally okay to vent!

heavvymetalqueen replied to your post: I know I won’t, but part of me feels t...

you don’t bother us! Promise. Plus you need this to vent!

Thanks guys, really.  I just hate feeling like a bother to people...but I guess they can just unfollow me.  Though it's my friends who I'm most concerned about bugging, so I'm glad you guys don't think I do.  I just get worried that I'm gonna go too far one day, or say too much shit..

[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post: Read More →

No, you’re not. No matter what anyone told you or how you feel, you aren’t *hugs*

*hugs* thank you, I do appreciate that.  I just feel that way because I'm trying to eat better (and less) and although I might succeed sometimes, my cravings always get the better of me eventually, so yeah.

[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post: Seeing Kamelot tonight he...

OH MY GOD THAT’S SO FRIGGIN AWESOMEEEE! :DDD And have fun! :3

mioe1374 replied to your post: Seeing Kamelot tonight he...

Have fun! :D

Thanks guys :D  It was a great show, the openers were really good and Kamelot was fantastic :)  The only bad part was that there was a VIP meet and greet/early entry, so since we couldn't get to the front Mike and I went up to the balcony.  Which was nice, being a few inches taller might've helped a little lol, but I managed to move around so I could see okay.

a-wish-for-the-night replied to your post: Seeing Kamelot tonight he...

Have fun I’m not able to go T.T

What really? D:  I'm sorry, that stinks.  Hopefully they'll come back soon though and you can go to that one!

[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post: First day of school. &nbs...

Good luck! I hope everything goes well! :)

pfirsicheistee replied to your post: First day of school. &nbs...

Good luck, Mia :) You can do it! :)

Aw thank you both so much too!! :)  You guys are all so nice to me, honestly.  I really do appreciate it! :)

[meebles]

imedarski replied to your post: Read More →

You’re not stupid and you’re not an asshole for having problems. So what if they’re not big bad and nasty like someone else’s? That doesn’t matter. What’s bothering you is bothering you. And I would always listen so you can talk to me :) *hugs*

*hugs* thank you, really.  I guess that's just how I am, I always think "other people have bigger problems so mine don't matter"  And I'm trying not to think like that, but well XD.  And then I just feel stupid and it becomes one big mess, lol.

[meebles]

2, 7, 12, 25 and 30 :)

02: Where you’d like to be in 10 years.Um.  Alive lol.  With a nice job, a boyfriend or a husband in some sort of big city.  Being happy.

07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.I'm an Aquarius, and from the stuff I've read I do think it matches pretty well

12: Bullet your whole day.

Got up

had my mom call me

ate breakfast

watched the latest Big Brother

Watched Girlcode for like 2 hours (that show is so stupid omg)

Ate 3 bags of Smartfood popcorn (the small bags lol)

Dicked around online

Started my summer school work..ehe

took a shower

got dressed and did my makeup 

Went back on the computer lol

25: Someone who fascinates you and why.Mike because he finds me attractive

30: Your highs and lows of this month.Highs would be hanging out with my friends and Mike and relaxing, lows would be stressing out over soccer and going  back to school.

Thanks for asking! :D