#imfeelingshitty

[maijinki]

[adevildogswifey-blog]

Late night sober thoughts Sometimes i feel like i'm so alone even though i have so many people that love and care for me. Sometimes i feel like i'm not good enough. It's sad to think of yourself this way, but sometimes i just can't help but feel like this. I feel like my husband should have more from me, and i'm not giving all he deserves. Even though he tells me how appreciative he is of all i do for him. But it just isn't enough for me. I feel like i'm a disappointment to my family specially my mother. So many things i wanted to do to make her proud and i have failed. But somehow she still proud of me, not just what i wanted her to be proud of. So many different feelings that go on inside of me, i hate myself for them. But somehow i manage to keep it all together and not let it fall apart. Same old smile, head up high...i move on forward. The past can't be change, the future isn't always what you plan, so i just live in the present...fake it til you make it right?