Joel
I miss him.
I miss this lighthearted being who made feel more than an enough.
He made me feel like a diamond, raw and undiscovered.
He found me barely shining, under a suffocating darkness of dejection.
He wiped it away and suddenly I felt like the sun.
Like a phoenix, finally free and rising, soaring
Laughing
Beautiful
He's gone now.
I will still shine. I will fucking shine. No Matter What.











