(It is in my own rare moments, of true vulnerability, that make me invincible. That being said, sweet Jesus here we go (cringe) … God dammit. Don't get me wrong, I love being single (yet, always have & always will, love…. love…fml). Im just not willing to ever settle again until it's truly right. You feel me? Lol. Regardless, it's moments like this (as I'm dealing w the sudden murder of someone dear to my heart & soul), I can feel in my bones my stupid ass heart wishing/ wanting someone by my side through it. To be held. To feel tenderness as I Wade through this pain. Just comfortable And soothing connection, trust of intention, kindness & warmth. (And... most importantly.. WITHOUT all u sly ass Mfs out there playing that part for ad long as u can "pre tend", but then ultimately ruining for everyone bc even though u tried your best to "play" sincere, the moment happens when u break, show your true intentions of playing the part to just trying to get some.. (fucking assholes bros, frfr) Yo, I miss having sincere male friends who don't have an alternative motive. My best friends throughout high school & college were mostly all male, and never once waited for "their moment" to make a move. They were just my best friends. I wish I had that right now. For real y'all, im a goddamn human too (sometimes, lol) .. where my legit bros at these days? Someone give me hope? 😩 (Reminding myself at this point…”You can either say something and fuck it up. Or say say nothing, and let it fuck you up instead) #feminism (courage is being brave enough to share the truth of your soul) #imfuckingtrying 🤦♀️😩🙏 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdc3_0SOSCp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
