this wont reach the right audience but i feel so parasocial w these two. their interconnection is js indescribable, mayb platonically or romantically, they r js in love w each other. whatever labels- brotherhood, mentorship or frickin soulmates atp- it is a far cry from me being on the verge of tears just from seeing these two interacting, the level of attentiveness, trust, loyalty and their investments in one each other's lives are constantly making me gravitate towards more about figuring out the bond between them til THIS DAY..
ofc inevitably there is someone, somewhere in the corner.., telling me tht im exaggerating, but GOD forbid a human being tryin to comprehend this ancient bond, an echo chamber of enigmatic love and ardor.
(this is gonna be long. very long) (also, these aren’t in order of when i did them).
so, lately i’ve been doing youtube tarot card readings for fun, keeping in mind that these results may not really mean much given that it’s youtube and what not. however, what i’ve been hearing is freaky. i’ll link the readings i did! also this post was made for my friends so i can collect my thoughts and spill tea.
so the first one i did was called in october was ‘’what they thought last time they saw you’’. cool, i click on it and choose the crystal i’m drawn to. she pulls a few cards and the ones of notice are King of Wands and The Emperor which are both fire cards (remember this), and The Magician which is air. the woman describes the person is really impressed and admires me. they admire my artistic abilities and are in awe of my strength (my aura is red which makes this make sense). the woman said this person may feel like i’d settle for someone other than them, since they see me the way they do and feel relatively inferior. like stated they admire me a lot and really we’re super similar. alright, i’m getting a vision of who it could be. continuing with the oracle cards, when they are with me they feel like they’re dreaming and think really high of me and that i have a lot of power and light. cute. she pulls a few romance cards and says something that we mirror each other and that this person recognizes this. but, they may not be ready for such an intense relationship and feel a little bit nervous. they may have some insecurities (which comes into play later). it might take a while for them to finally come to terms with the connection, and it has nothing to do with me or how i act.
next, i did one called ‘’who has a crush on me’’. this is the one that made me freak out intensely. so right off the bat the first card she pulls is The Sun which of course is fire sign again! specifically Leo which is important!! she also pulls The Empress and describes that i’m attractive in many ways which pulls many people in. she describes that i may have been working on myself for a long time, in which case i have been, and that it’s paying off. then she talks about how they think i’m unobtainable and that since they believe i have The World (the card she pulled) they don’t see why i’d settle for them. they admire me a lot, think about me a lot, and they think really highly of me. the card Ace of Pentacles states that this person wants an actual relationship with me but is scared to come forward because they think i’m above them. they are working up the nerve to come make a move, however, and that i probably know them from work or school.. which is all true. this is someone new, and that they’re hesitant to tell their feelings. they may have some self doubt. Seven of Swords, the person is thinking a lot about the situation and you. they’re thinking about making a move and reaching a breaking point of hesitancy and thinking about how they’re gonna make a move. a few more cards are pulled and the reader definitely believes this person is from school. this relationship could definitely be super positive. in conclusion, this person is working up on talking to you and make a move, and really likes you. the sun isn’t quite up yet but it’s getting there.
next again, this is the one that truly made me flip out lol. this one is called ‘’will he make a move?’’ i feel like these videos are getting sent out to me on purpose. this person who likes me is perhaps going through a slump and things aren’t going in their favor. they are thinking about me of course during this time. she mentions how some of the cards are air sign (which i’m an air sign) and how the other person may have fire sign (again.. isn’t this getting weird?) specifically, the Strength card. WHICH IS LEO. I’M LOSING MY MIND. i bring this person joy and give this person a sense of home. how cute. they’re thinking quite a lot about me. however, they are moving out of the difficult cycle. and to make a move, they have to get out of this difficult energy but given the cards they are close. what made me flip out the most is just how this proves that a fire sign probably likes me.. it’s insane. i’ve gotten so many leo cards and it’s CRAZY. and apparently this person may come with an apology? interesting. they think i’m not interested and there might be something in between us, but want to.
then i did another quick one called ‘’what is next in love for you?’’ this one was nice. i got tons of cute romance cards, AND I GOT THE SUN! AGAIN! LEO! IN A BUNCH OF ROMANTIC CARDS!! basically, this reading told me a VERY strong stable relationship is coming soon. very strong soulmate energy coming through and that this person will give me tons of love and tons of care. theres definitely some blockages, but this reading also calls for me to take control of my life and other things so this relationship can truly reach to me. she describes that if my manifestations haven’t been working or what i’ve been desiring has not been received, i need to take control and truly take action because i need those desires now. the time is now, etc. she says that this match is made in heaven and is absolutely beautiful and a polarizing connection which will last. my energy is strong and powerful which will help out this relationship. i need to create a clear path for this person to get to me. mama moon is really pulling through! this person is coming into my life to join me in union and happiness. the Victory card displays that this person is gonna be in my life for a very long time, over 3 years and will last longer than my last relationship! sweet energy from this person for me, this person will love me for just the way i am (this is so fucking cute i can’t). this person will love me on such an intense, beautiful way and we balance each other out. this person has a super deep love for me and cares for me incredibly. also, to note, i got such a strong energy reaction to this reading it was weird. so once i clear the path and this person comes to terms with it, this is gonna be fun.
another one! this person is a little nervous or hesitant coming towards me and isn’t quite ready to come and make a move. sound familiar? sounds similar to the other reading! they think very highly of me and be a very good partner for them and wants to start something with me. this person may not think they’re on the same level as me! which sounds super similar to the other reading! they may be resisting coming to me simply because they need to come to terms with how they feel and will be waking up quick and soon from the New Moon in Aries card. they’re gonna try and get to me soon, and it’ll definitely happen. i may not come off as someone who is open and i may be quiet or not let a lot of people in WHICH IS EXACTLY HOW I AMMM AUGDHGSJAH. this person may play a sport! and be pretty social. this person wants something serious with me, like, a lot.
SO TO SUM IT ALL UP I’M ALMOST POSITIVE SOMEONE I KNOW LIKES ME BECAUSE ALL OF THIS MAKES SENSE AND I’M GOING NUTS! i know a leo who i go to school with and see VERY often (hours daily). this person fits these descriptions so well, even to the niche details. i’m a gemini and this person is a leo, i’m going nuts. i’m sorry this was so long but i’ve been talking about it for weeks and thought it’d be better for me to make a giant post rather than try to remember every detail. hope you enjoyed :)
So, long story short--it’s currently stay-at-home orders where I’m at, which is pretty much a lot of places, but for me it’s medically enforced because I am severely immunocompromised due to generally weak health and a lot of medical issues.
That being said, I’m in serious need of Kdrama or Jdrama recs. What should I watch since I’m at home?
I just finished The World of the Married and a Piece of Your Mind, but dropped Rugal halfway. Are there any recent dramas, completed or currently airing, that I should fangirl over?
Here we go! #Nutcracker #ImGoingNuts #diaryofafirebird (en Rialto Square Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bqvdd4WhAH_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10gplw5by88xj
Okay okay, I'll admit, I CANNOT WAT FOR SUMMER VACATION TO BE OVER. #imgoingnuts #ivehadenoughsummer #isitschooltimeyet #srvivingmomhood #2kidsinschoolnow #only1minionathome
