Venting: literally 24 hrs ago I was with this really sweet guy that I’ve been talking to. Our first date was so nice and he made me feel like a deserve to be loved and I’ve never asked for too much
I know it probably sounds corny but as a chubby girl I found the old me settling for a speck above the bare minimum.
I usually have to ask them to show that they care or beg them to tell me how they feel about us but I never had to do that with him it was all so genuine there was nothing for me to question. He’s a passionate and intimate man I love that about him.
We laughed and spent hours together , even after that we were on ft all night. I’ve never felt so close to someone so fast I could really see a nice relationship for us in the future.
BUT
He got sum terrible news this morning and he needs time to deal with it. I completely understand that but it hurts me to see someone so kind and overly affectionate suddenly be so sad and standoffish. I want nothing more than to make sure that he gets through this and to do that I have to give him space. Right?
You can’t put a time on the grieving process and I’m only home for a little under two months not to mention my love language is quality time and physical touch. 😔
I really like this man and I just want his smile to come back, you should see the way he looks at me 🥹.
