#imightnotsurvive

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Week 13 of #villamarin52 is on time! This was Paul's last week of leave. Sadly, he goes back to work tomorrow. We spent the last week doing as little as possible and just enjoying the company of our family. I am honestly terrified of what it will be like when Paul goes back to work! He'll be gone for weeks again as they prepare for another deployment and I don't know how long I can fake it til I make it! LOL! These kids know they outnumber me! #helpme #imightnotsurvive #somanychildren

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Invisibles Anonymous

I created this as a form of a dairy/journal type thing. I just want to document things as they happen and maybe this is just a way of figuring things out. All the names in this will be changed for privacy reasons. Where do I start? I guess with the fact that I am a freshman in High School, I'm 15, my parents are divorced and i switch between each house every week, and I pretty much invisible to the world. I'm completely invisible, no one one ever notices me. Unlike me my best friend Kelsey is maybe the most brave and outgoing person I have ever met, i swear she could talk to anyone as for me i try to talk to people i'm just to nervous and i open my mouth but the words just don't come out. how i am supposed to be noticed when i cant even talk to people. how do i do this? How am i supposed to do this? Anyway this is my way of getting it out and maybe finding a way of solving it.