Last night, I had a rather vivid dream, and err.. Well, usually when I have dreams like this, they come true...
From what I remember about it, it was of Len, my little sister and I.. Either Len had come to visit for Christmas, or I did... I dunno... But, we were chatting, and we were all having a snowball fight and everything, then Rin jumped in, and even joined us, though I didn't recognize it was her at first (but the princess hair got me ewe~)
But then, we went inside, and oddly I stepped on mistletoe that was once hung up on, but seemed untied or something, and just put it right back... :'D
And then Len looked at me all confused, while Katie and Rin began chanting and all to get me to kiss him under the mistletoe, so that we could get back together...
I realized that I have been hurting ever since the breakup, but I've been clinging to the plush cat even tighter at night.. I really picked the worst time to get hard on him...
It's part of the reason I locked myself in the closet earlier to cry my eyes out....