[1]Hiyori: … No, we are more than that. I think of everyone in Eden as my family. Am I the only one? Nagisa: … tears r streaming down my face nagisa why are you ominously saying Nothing
[1]nagisa does not know the meaning of family. to him, family could be anything. it could be a cold room, cold gaze, or cold knowledge. or it could be a warm house, an excited hug, a green-haired boy. he wants to believe it is the later, wants to say this warmth that arrives with that human sun, the one that causes his expression to unconsciously twitch and make him feel softer, is what family is. but deep down he still fears the chance of it being the former. of "family" being a cursed entity for him and only him. if so, he cannot bear to taint the small, gentle joy that he found by accident with that word. he cannot bare to decided what "is" and "is not" family. he hopes he is right for thinking this way (he was never allowed to be wrong)
[2]pensive what in the fuck [referring to this post]now once again,
[2]sometimes u just get hit y'know? like bang
this was a good i think itll just rot in my brain for the whole of my shift