its time 2 talk abt ur future
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell mine actually, cause guess what homies. this bitch is graduating. as of may 12th i will have completed four years of hell prefaced by eight MORE years of hell and with those gross things like work and college on a much more immediate radar. what this is ultimately going to mean, then, at least until further notice, EVERY SINGLE BLOG I HAVE ( @kilgrins; @timefather; @baddydoctor; @outstealing & any other mistakes i’ve made via impulse ) IS GOING ON INDEFINITE HIATUS WITH LIMITED TO NO ACTIVITY, cause lmao said bitch doesn’t have internet at the house. while i’m not going to college until the spring semester, insurance is gonna bite me and my family in the ass, which means my butt has to start job hunting, which is likely gonna result in two part time jobs and/or a minimum of at least 25 hours a week. i’ve been putting work and driving off until i finished high school for ah...a LOT of reasons, and this is a huge transition for me.
here’s the thing though; while we don’t have internet at the MOMENT, i AM currently in negotiations with the padres ( that’s parents for those of u who don’t speak the espagnolay ) to see if when i get a credit card and open up a bank account whether or not i can start up a fund on paypal and take out commissions for mobile banners and promos and work my way up to stuff like themes cause i wanna learn coding for that very reason. not only would it be a nice lil source of income for me ( i’m thinking $5-7$ dollars for static banners and promos cause lmao my current computer is DYING and i don’t wanna even TRY downloading a program onto it because it’s been increasingly more and more unreliable ever since this one asshole fuckin SPILLED COFFEE ON IT and then JONESED AWAY and i’m still pissed about the whole thing ) but if y’all were able to help out and comission, i could potentially have internet and contribute to it AND y’all would be graced by urs truly :’))) but until then, IF then, it’s probably gonna be a matter of me....ugh....hanging out at starbucks. i might be cheap enough to drink their coffee but if the classic rock cafe was closer i’d hightail my way there on FOOT. like noah fence to any baristas, but i got bad memories and moderate respect for starbucksas a general WHOLE.
THE POINT OF ALL THIS, THEN, is basically that I AM NOT GUARANTEEING ANYTHING ANYMORE. as i said, this is a HUGE transition for me and i’m apprehensive enough as is. i don’t need the added stress of trying to constantly maintain tumblr in addition to whatever the immediate future holds, because i don’t know WHAT it holds.
fet not though, because i’m not saying goodbye to tumblr just yet. are u effing kidding me. tumblr has become pretty integral to my THERAPY for chrissake. it helps me COPE with shit, and kilgrave especially, so if anything, THIS IS WHERE I WILL BE. you can FIND ME AT KILGRAVE IF ANYTHING. but if i drop off the face of the earth for a bit, you at least have a heads up abt it, cause i don’t wanna freak people out and honestly? it’d just be so much fuckin’ easier if we had internet at the house in the first place. alas, we don’t, and this is where i am atm.
