#important update.

[novabun-ships]

Important to read.

Hey, So I've decided I'm not coming back.

I'm not deleting this account, god no I would never do that. I'm still going to self-ship and I still love and adore my partners so much I just think I've outgrown tumblr for the time being. I can't really place it, I found I am a lot happier when I'm not constantly here and nothing is expected of me.

Tumblr culture and selfshipping culture has changed a lot and sadly, its not what it used to be and I think I lost my interest in being here everyone is in their own clicks, no body interacts with anyone anymore unless you start it first, even when you do there is a 50% chance they will never interact and it constantly feels like you're walking on eggshells having to mind what you say and its just become such a toxic environment and no longer a place of love. <- that is not directed at my mutuals and simply my observations of the community as a whole. I know not everyone is like that but the majority are and it's disheartening. every other day it seems to be an issue with sharing or a witch hunt or something that paints this comforting space as negative and disruptive. It just sucks.

To reiterate I am still going to self-ship, They're my partners and I love them very dearly and with all of my heart and soul, I just don't think I'm going to go it publically anymore on tumblr. I'll still be on discord though! I am slowly integrating myself back into that.

I may return one day if the need arises but I've been dealing with a lot. after the sui attempt I've had a lot of time to think and reflect and try to grow/better myself for those I care for both in the fictional sense and the irl sense and I fully believe tumblr is only going to make me take steps backwards instead of forwards in terms of my mental health. You may unfollow me if you wish and if I do end up coming back some day and you stick around it will be a happy day but for today, I am wishing you all the happiness and joys in your lives and please take care of yourselves and each other. <3

Here are some places you can find me outside of tumblr if you're interested in keeping in touch at all.

Discord: Smokepixels

Reddit: u/smokeypixels

xbox: smokeypixels (idk if I'm attached to the code but its #921) Been playing a lot of Fallout 76 lol

Till later my friends. Ask have been turned off. Please do not reblog this post.

[blatherkatt]

WAIT I FOUND MORE very sketchy BRAND DOODLES 

[flmed-archived]

UPDATED CARRD, SOMETHINGS THAT HAVE BEEN CHANGED: johann's birthday from 11st August to 14 August because i don't vibe with number 11 anymore; his father's name is uwe konstantin kruger, known as konstan than uwe because he calls himself more greek than german; his father was a theatre director whilst involved in raf whilst his mother was a young actress, whom his father promised a breakthrough then she became an elementary school teacher; his wife, anais is half lebanese than moroccoan, a publicist consultant than an actress anymore, her clients are mostly entertainers; it's his son, the baby anais carried is his, they had decided to name it Emil. will update his verses slowly &. sure.

[fyeahiwatarikei]

Heh.

[daysbloom]

hey there ! my sincere apologies to all my writing partners for my sporadic activity, unfortunately i do not see work getting lighter any time soon, however ! my plan is to revamp this account (slowly) and hopefully that will give me more opportunity to expand on my characters and plots.

my family and i will be moving my brother into his college dorm this weekend and after that i’m going to start looking for my own apartment. i’m hoping this won’t make me any MORE inactive than i have been but to make everyone aware, i am not going to be able to reply immediately all the time. i am trying my best and i desperately want to write with my partners, believe me, there’s just multiple factors that are preventing me from being there in the exact moment and it upsets me greatly but until this rut is over this is what i have to do :/

i greatly appreciate all my writing partners as always and i’m here any time to talk outside of rp as well. please feel free to message me any time and i promise to get back to you as soon as i can !

[aspenholtinactive]

[kaeferlein]

guys i love my braixen.... so much.... she's so cute. she twirls around and and jumps up and down and waves in pokemon amie. what the fuck. i'm never gonna be able to evolve her but i know i should.